cake love!!

three years onwards (:

2011-03-01T20:34:00.004+08:00

happyy three years tgt ! today marks the start of yet another brand new year ahead :D
here's a short video to mark this anniversary (:
many thanks to the pple for taking the photos !!

many <3 <3 <3 !

Customize your own digital scrapbook

im loving this season ! :D

2011-02-12T23:18:00.002+08:00

Being in God's rest means that although you may have a problem, you trust Him to take care of it. It means that you may have a situation that you don't understand, but you are not constantly trying to figure it out. It means you have a dream in your heart, but you are not hurry, you are not frustrated because it hasn't came to fruition yet. In other words, when you are really in God's rest, you know that God has you in the palm of His hand.

Joel Osteen's book( Become a better you), page 256
-posted by Ron on fb city campus group

many loves to many pple and many stuff (:

yr 2011 - full of goodies and surprises !

2011-01-02T13:27:00.004+08:00

This new year would be filled with the goodness of my daddy god according to his riches stored up in heaven. It would be so satisfying, personally for me and it would not be a wasted year in my life. It will be of excitingg times, moments where i know i am in the right place at the right time. i will grow so strongly in my youth, heart and mind and with the pple around me. without stressful efforts will i come to greatter heights, reach to places i never thought i could. This year would show glimpse of the promising life that my future holds. i am going to walk as if it is going to be my favourite year yet !

i borrowed a book from a friend and it proved to relate very much to myself and can help me overcome issues. i shall present them in bite-size portions of the learning points i got so as to share them and remind myself strongly as i type them down here.

1. we all get nervous . Since young, i have been very conscious of what pple would think of me and how i presented myself to others. whether it was adequate, was i up to standard/expectations. but over the years you wonder if all that was impt, if these kept you happy when you think you passed. when the next second, you could just drop to rock bottom, being inconsistent with your feelings. opinions fluctuate and you cant please the whole world.

2. waiting for somebody to make you happy. this only courts and bring about disappointments when your happiness, cheerfulness and joy revolves around others. you set an expectation from the start and require others to achieve that. i have to tell myself to be happy first on my own, what others do and what happens then would bring about greater further joy to what you alrd have. this causes pure enjoyment without the first standard set to bring along disappointments (:

3. I CHOOSE HOW I FEEL. you decide how you react to certain incidents, be it good or bad. would you come out of it stronger or choose to dwell within. would you believe your mind is prone to negativity and there is a constant reminder of the bad so that you cannot move on to be at rest. would you give in and choose to dwell within. would you still be happy despite all ?

4. honesty better than lying to protect myself. appreciated when honesty is presented so that things can be done at hand so as not to lead to further displeasures/unhappiness. expressing anger by honesty provides a clear picture of what was done that provoked the displeasures. i am sure an extent will be done by both to compromise an avoidance of a similar situation. suppressing these unhappiness will only lead to an accumulated 'explosion' one day :D always make clear this is to resolve conflict, not establish victory lol

5. not be too serious with ourselves. laughing at ourselves is a way of showing a gesture of welcome, not hostility. being too conscious and serious prevents the opportunity to fully open up with others and getting close with the pple you want to get to know more of. when others act this way, you can tell that they are relaxed that they enjoy your presence in a way. look out for that ;)

i shall end off with these points being my resolutions for yr 2011 and adding on with placing down my pride to fully take up the initiative in the things that i do, smile more and making every word, thought and action count in this year 2011. (:

points by andrew mattews.

as the end of the year draws near

2010-11-22T22:26:00.003+08:00

Tho having much to look forward still to this year, there have been many instances in the past months that I would like to bring out to remember them by (:

one that is sure to be mentioned of this year would be the 21st bday celebrated all across the levels of friends of sec school till JC ! Im sure everyone had a very good time at their own bday celeb ! (: with one more special one to come, may he enjoy his to the utmost fun ! <3

Also, to know personally how much I have grown over the past months is surely amazing :D

The things I can handle now, which were not easily taken across by me, I now can do so with much less a struggle ! With an ongoing learning mindset, I cant wait to take in/go thru more of life's retarded events :D

I am beginning to learn to enjoy life to the fullest, knowing we only go thru 21yo or maybe even that moment once ever. you dun want to miss anything that you might have missed feeling sad, worried, anxious or just plain silly. whatever life throws, all will surely turn to good (:

proven in my 21 years of living and I am very satisfied at the moment cause imma gonna walkasif there is no fear in the present, no regret from the past and no worries for the future ! ;)

one thing I would dislike would be the last wave to the seasons I had, the pple that has blessed me much such as my intern work mates and my P1 lecturer Phili Woo last month. They were tough waves but with smiles all the same.

I know leaving each season is tough cause I have become comfortable, but w/o leaving will I not get to grow on and apply all that I have learnt. The pple I have met, the things I have learnt, they will be cherished and brought on to the next chapters of my life .

May each and every one of my loved ones be blessed with a life so filled with goodies and laughter that they have never imagined it can be and those that have touched or blessed me will continue to be great blessings to others around them (:

that vision was good. it was just for me. :D

learning points in this season!

2010-10-16T00:54:00.002+08:00

There are quite a couple of learning points I wana share that I got from the ppl or events ard me this season. Points are amended based on the impression I got and how it is recorded in my mind (might not be actual words said) :D

1.) A good friend's someone who wishes the best for you wholeheartedly, grieves with you in the down times and cheers you on when nothing else could be done. -rock kids orientation video.

2.) Do not give excuses for missing on one's appointment, go even if its of just one reason to, esp for the host/person. -past events

3.) Jesus isn't nice. He is kind, yet he disciplined and correct for the best of another. -sermon

4.) Keep learning and taking up the fastest, most efficient way of completing task at work w/o compromising on quality. -stan

5.) Do a spontaneous happening to remember the day by, such that you can recall the day twenty, thirty years down the road ! like eating 10 scoops of ice-cream on the 10/10/10 :D -el

6.) Give time to teach the knowledge that you hold, no matter how busy you might be. You never know how appreciative and grateful the learner will be. -ag

7.) Never too late to start building up your biceps and abs ! -pa

8.) Home is where you can be truly yourself, acting crazy and retarded with similar others. -family

9.) Think the best of the situation, who knows things might turn for the awesome (: -yl

10.) Learning is never-ending. Keep finding ways and grabbing moments to constantly be growingg ! :] -self

Im pleased. hee

busy-ness

2010-09-29T00:11:00.004+08:00

"Do not fear, little flock, for it is your Father's good pleasure to give you the kingdom"
Happyy 31st months anni to tyl !! xD

Infinity and beyond !

2010-09-10T00:05:00.003+08:00

The start of internship, the start of my experience for my future occupation ! All this marks my favourite semester of all seasons (: lool With my manageable and sortof fav Ppapers I'm currently taking makes this sem so much more relaxing and smooth-sailing! surely, without doubt a year of restful increase with Christ ! :]
Good thing is its only the beginning with much more to enjoy and look forward to (:
DUN PASS SO FAST ! DUN PASS SO FAST !

I'm setting my path right now and I'm starting to think auditing is the thing for me! haha however, I have yet to do more stuff and there might be things that I dislike so I'm being simply plain biased at the moment but I'm trying my best in my work and will continue to do so despite all !

One thing that happened to me at work today was spilling my take-away cup of tea all over my work docs. How stunned I was as I stared at the mess and I'm so sure I stayed in that position for some good seconds before realizing its time to act fast before more work that soiled and stained . hahahha insane piece -_- I was so convinced I would never ever would be so careless as to knock it down, yet I still did . tsk

Good thing I managed to edit and reprint, redid the work till it looked as new in an hour or so then went on to finish them up. What an unnecessary waste of time ! And how very panicky I was at that period and still traumatized for a bit after that. hahha phew

I enjoy very much the environment and culture at the workplace that I will do my best to learn as much, help as much and surely enjoy as much as I can in this short 2 mths !

Other updates would be trying out to go for being a sunday school teacher where we will take care of the little kids when their parents drop them off during church time ! cantt waitt (:

Working on learning driving after this internship and hopefully finish it by this year :/

Leaving for holiday overseas tomorrow early in the morning with my family and I think my parents are real looking forward to this get-away from work and get-together during this trip ! Bringing study stuff there to chiong lool. sad to say, I might be behind in studies with internship taking up all the weekdays sob !

Wishes all an awesome holiday and study well for ppl with exams to come !
In particularly- TYL who's having engineering exam on thurs, so early in the sem ! tsk

rising star

2010-08-16T11:02:00.003+08:00

First spotted Charice at the Ophra Winfrey show performing a duet with Celine Dion and my, she was amazing ! reaching all the high notes as well as Celine herself and how impressed Celine looked at her at the performance !
Charice Pempengco is a filipina singer who became famous through youtube. Oprah Winfrey dubbed her as the most talented girl in the world and is the first asian to go up the the top 10 billboard album chart. Performed in Alvin and the chipmunks and appearing in Glee season 2 :D How fast she climbs !

love this song of hers- pyramid

immaturity

2010-07-24T12:34:00.004+08:00

I hadn't realized what I really wanted to achieve in life only until recently.

Firstly, not being able to enter the big U was what hit me only until now.
haha. having visited NUS each year during the sec school for netball yearly zonal gave me a feel of the school and many unforgettable memories that to me, it was I'm so gonna to NUS. Plus, even the ambition to want to enter uni at the same time with my brother, probably getting to be in the same class sometimes seems really cool in my younger days :D

It makes me wonder what I was actually thinking in CJ, not giving the utmost importance to exam results. haha. I was really just going with the flow and not knowing/caring a hoot of the consequences after JC. I would blame it on my lack of maturity and independence, probably thinking I will be alright given the effort I thought was sufficient.

Regretting now would only worsen my lack of maturity and therefore, I like to see it in a different aspect. Have I actually personally thought too highly of NUS for myself? Can I guarantee a big success and with the amount of happiness more than what I'm having currently? Would it be wise to live a life of regrets when you are actually headed for the path of your utmost success in life?

It dawn on me like a reminder on what I believe in. Is your focus on where you go or what you do in order to succeed? What is your meaning of success? Do you believe you are alone in this?
This is afterall, a year of restful increase. Of resting in God's love, knowing everything good comes from him and everything will ultimately be for my good (: not of where you come from or how much you strive.

Nevertheless, I will not diminish any amount of fun from secondary school times, CJ times and even acca periods and after-school times where I would never trade any of these for anything :)
And to make up for "the fun" I thought I will get in NUS, I hope YL gets it double portion for me ;)

goodbye ! :>

75

2010-07-22T01:22:00.004+08:00

our fav guitars are gonna be gone sobsob :(

really love the designs and random stickers from all around, they really fit nicely.

It struck me today to realize how much my parents were working hard each day to provide us with the life we have. It made me feel like working very hard to provide the same for my kids next time and in turn, the same to my parents in future. I randomly sent a love msg to my parents today when they were at work and my dad replied that some problems had crop up and my msg was an encouragement to him (: lool my mum replied thanks and love me too ! heh heh. It made me not want to slack each passing day but work hard on what I have on hand. It ain't 'I need' no more. It is I want to work hard !
And what a difference that is, really !

Been having different events and activities, mostly of bday celebrations and they have been real fun to be at. Also, not forgetting the netball game which did not really went well, given we did not train tgt at all as a team -_- Me loves bday chalet (: haha always one that I will look forward to and tell myself to enjoy every bit of it, hoping it doesn't end too quickly, but which still always seem to occur each time :( Barney's celebration was really merry with families feasting on bbq, catering and lots of photo-taking ! We lasted thru with poker fun, we never seem to grow bored of :> Can't wait for yvonne's ! :) FangHui's surprise party was quite a good one, met up with HSS peeps and there were also ex-CJ ODACers plus mr Issac Lim and his son :D we even sang 'that's what friends are for' in front of everyone O.o

Classes has began for me and P1 hasn't been a disappointment (:
Philip Woo shares all about the working world-the politics, harsh facts of life and various case studies. There are numerous topics to discuss and some that I have been bringing up to share with others. Results are released in aug and It's time for preparations. I dun want to be caught unaware again.

test and quizzes

2010-07-14T23:43:00.003+08:00

haha I love doing random test to see how I fare :D

one of which I just did is whether I'm a giver or taker in my r/s !
results is im 71% giver and the comments are :

According to your score, you are generally the giver in your relationship - you seem to enjoy providing your partner with whatever she/he needs. Maybe the motivation for your giving nature comes from the gratitude you receive after having given to your partner. Or maybe the act itself is amply fulfilling. Whatever the reason, as long as you're happy with this arrangement, then by all means, give to your heart's content! After all, giving can be a truly beautiful thing if your offerings are well received and appreciated.

Keep in mind however, that giving too much can have its drawbacks. As a habitual giver, you may be putting your lover's needs and wants before your own in your desire to please. It does feel nice at first to bask in your partner's appreciation, but eventually, this sense of contentment may wear thin - especially if your mate gets into the habit of expecting (or feeling entitled) to receive, and offers nothing in return. Don't let yourself become trapped in such a pattern. If giving to your partner no longer brings you joy, feelings of resentment and frustration may start to develop. Give only because you truly want to, not because you feel obliged or want something in return.

Being the giver in a relationship could leave your partner as the taker, which may or may not be a position she/he is comfortable with. Granted, there are likely many couples who are perfectly content with such an arrangement but for some people, being the constant taker can become suffocating over time. Whatever the case is in your relationship, don't count yourself short. You deserve just as much attention, love and respect as your partner.

Yeah, I'm having fun (;
try them out at queendom.com !
I will surely give only if I truly want to
definitely not hinting that tyl doesn't give
I'm just loving my r/s (:

Been really busy with the different activities these days
but nevertheless enjoying myself to the fullest
hope everyone stay high and well, happyy and strong
off to more quizzes ! :D

stay the course at all cost !

2010-06-29T23:03:00.002+08:00

Hey soul sister- yl's been humming all thru the chalet :D

It's been real fun and I really enjoyed my little vacation that is still ongoingg !!
There was my long-awaited swimming session and even that at wild wild wet !!
Managed to went thru every ride there was and even play a bit at the wave pool and laze at the lazy river :D crazy rides there were and a fun experience for me !
Late night movie marathon- I thought I would never experience from catching the last train each time. haha We just walked back to the chalet place after midnight (:
Happyy 4th months then (: really love and the moments I surely won't put down !

Before this was yan's 21st and she's really doing really well at SMU, I feel real excitedd for her being able to do what she desire and have a go at what she wants !
Party was a blast and I believe that everything happens for a reason.
I will be embarking on an uncertain journey soon and it seems scary yet excitingg at the same time (: I really want the same feeling and comfort-ness as I had before !

Last week, yl and me followed his sis and friend to pulau ubin to check out the resort there in preparation for a bday celebration by yl's sis. It was quite fun cycling around in the rough areas and unknown region. haha. good to go sometime with the group ! (:

FAMILY

2010-06-25T22:10:00.002+08:00

Just spotted the short video emphasizing the importance of family or values in it ! real interesting and I like such clips that depicts a message to it's audiences (:
It shows the ah ma who constantly treated the parents badly and criticizes whatever she can and things lidat which was seen and despised by the young son time after time.
But yet time after time, the parents took it all and still cared for the ah ma all till the end which was questioned by the young boy. why despite the bad treatment? followed by a flashback of the past where the ah ma cared for her son despite all.

I'm still learning time after time and I'm glad there's still much to learn :]
I'm enjoying my short holiday and making sure I won't unintentionally lengthen my holidays after school starts :/
keeping in mind revision for sure after each lessons. be focused and know what you want :]
yl's at engine camp right now and soo funn :> lool I wanna camps tooo hopefully I can hop on to one of history-makers church camp one time! never been to one sobsob !

I realised we have forgotten plans of solid exercise during this period. haha
and I would hope to be discipline on this one other than my studies ! (:
chalet this sunday at coasta sands pasir ris , mistaken it for downtown east. seems excitingg :]
yan's party tomorrow with southies ! plus netball sessions in time to come (: yippee
good that iphones can be updated with 4G's apps :>

people person

2010-06-17T13:00:00.003+08:00

I realised I am more of a people person than a facts knowledge person :D
This is so the oppposite of tyl who can tell you all from poker pot odds to movie facts -_-
lool I have been trying hard at reading the straits time app day to day
but still cant seem to remember or talk much about them ! :D retarded
but ask me what this person is doing or when they are free from exams or work,
that I'm much more interested to find out and relate to. lool
guess that won't change the fact tho I will still read the papers everyday !

And I do not have the middle child syndrome !! :[
my sister believes so and cant stop saying me for it haha getting my mum into it as well.
I did tell tyl what I tot since young and he still laughs at me :D
I always thought my parents would love my brother more cause he's a guy
and surely love my sister more cause she's the baby. big baby ! :P
lool maybe that does cause all the middle child syndrome shit.
I wonder if it is true for all middle child peeps :/

Middle child syndrome is often characterized by: low self-esteem, lack of friends (a loner), inability to maintain relationships, creativity, an easy going personality, trouble choosing a career path, trouble maintaining a career, quick loss of interest in things, negative outlook on life, lack of belonging, trust issues, and indecisiveness.

haha I would say some are true,some ain't surely true !
I might like to say I am more to the creative side and yes I do have troubles with career directions
I will not have trouble maintaining my career, period.
I do tend to have a negative outlook in life and indecisiveness
but I'm working on it ! and all these might just be an excuse for such behaviours !
so I do not have the middle child syndrome, cherieee ! :D its prolly just myself ha

age to age

2010-06-12T00:09:00.004+08:00

treasure the times now for you will miss it then :<
so true and how I miss each season that passes
studying is made so much more easily when done with friends (:
the discussion, the stress relieving chats and laughter
I so dun want fun seasons to end, yet time keeps passing us by.

I do miss CJ times :[ sobb
lool nevertheless, I'm having the time of my life again and again (:
I'm glad I have great interest in the subject I'm studying for now.
there's the feeling of I wanna know more and getting to it anytime.
so I dun feel the struggle to need to be stressed to work on it

yl promised to take me to universal studios after my exams
and it feels really excitingg and coool, I can't waitt for after exams
met him on the way home from school at dhoby ghaut :D
and it is quite a little often that I just quickly steal a goodbye kiss
and hop onto the train he got off from. loolz

About my exams in the last few days, thanks to my brother for sending me
all the way to woodlands on my first day. really helped me a lot
cause I would have panicked rushing and with no idea how to travel to RP
hm, I wouldn't say I'm very confident about them but I tried what I could
I think I could have done better with better preparations and planning :/

I wouldn't have done many things or feel many happyy without my favourite ppl
for the support and encouragement for my exams :>
my sister wanna me to start up on my twitter alr, haha
it's like I can read her thoughts each time she posts :D insane
For world cup, I root for Argentina !!! :>

I am yours

2010-06-08T11:47:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow is my first paper and it's audit !! :< my failure by one mark last sem keeps coming back to haunt me. :( plus with my monthly period, it's very hard to be insensitive :<
I will get thru things. I put my exams in Daddy God's hands. He will bring me thru :> I can do this !

week of hope

2010-06-07T14:51:00.005+08:00

I pray for my loved ones not to get hurt.

I am having an easy heart towards my exams and soon it'd be all over. I am thankful for the support and encouragement from my good friends for the many things :) super cant wait
yl's ending work end of this week and I hope this job ends well for him ! :> just one more week and you can start boxing ! :) his sis is having a chalet this week, can't go due to exams sob.

agape

2010-06-06T16:02:00.005+08:00

all for my good ! (: set free

no need to push

2010-06-01T00:07:00.003+08:00

I believe that if it is daddy god's doing, there is no struggle or hard efforts on my part (:
With grace, it is an effortless and permanent change on the inside, which in turn changes the outside, a result that I can never achieve on my own (: First, he gives us the desire to want to change, and then he provides the ability to change (: no self-credit on my part and it is proven most effective time after time ! yet, I would always seem to want to do things on my own at the start, determined to work my own magic :D I really believe the greattest achievements came and will come by me trusting and resting, without fear, worry or stress. and knowing that, I really can live without the fear in life ! ♥

gunz

2010-05-29T10:22:00.002+08:00

YL and me!! :D ♥ ♥ ☻ <-- typed by my sister
I never knew I could do these icons ! O.o

happyy 3rd month lool ♥

Bang !

2010-05-28T18:56:00.003+08:00

I almost had the biggest scare on earth lool. okay im exaggerating but omgosh !! panicked !!
haha my church southies was heading and prepared to come to my house any time soon to have another go at the boardgame bang ! that they enjoyed the other time. but I had just realised that my brother took the boardgame to play and was playing when i called him earlier. haha i was really like omgosh !! lool frantically calling alicia cause i know johnson bought her a set. maybe i could borrow ! haha but she wasn't at home , had just left and was driving. panicked ! hahaha with my family panicking with me or maybe just all looked really stunned :D so i frantically called john gabriel, ready to explain the situation ! lool but he slowed me down and said he brought along his set ! omgosh !! haha he liked it so much he bought one so fast from that day and just nice today he went over to want to play with his other friends in the day so he had his with him ! omgosh !! (: what a scare when i need not worry at all phew. It was a short insane period there !

lool I studied my worth today and will continue at night ! I was so hungry for dinner, Im sure I finished the fried rice in less than 5mins. O.o and I think that there is a party going on most of the levels of this hdb block :/ yl's meeting his army guys so can't come play today. I almost couldn't get to sleep last night being high from netball O.o better than coffee for others ! lool till I studied all I wanted ytd but still was so alert from all the crazy runs and netball game earlier. I wondered why I did not play my usual defense position ytd, haha not one game at all :D but I played my fav center hehe.

Spent the day today at the living room studying on the little table, with my dad doing his work on the dining table and my mum reading/watching drama nearby. haha so conducive, felt like I was studying with my parents ! haha my siblings played their games in their room, think I cant study sitting on my bed at all. my dad's becoming quite vain :D and he's looking good from all the workout every morning at the gym before work. haha ! it is insane, if only Im as discipline as him. Now he's looking into our huge living room mirror everytime he passes it :Dnow we know the mirror is for him haha! we get to use the facility of a nearby condo cause my cousin invested in a unit there. haha quite cool and have swimming pool and BBQ just a walk away. my parents went there in the day earlier cause my dad wanna swim. my mum was so funny to ask me to go see them from the window. totally couldn't see anything with my bad eyesight but my mum said she saw me appear to look and disappear :D lool to my parents tsktsk

southies ppl aint here yet hahaha

KICKASS by MIKA

2010-05-27T23:07:00.004+08:00

(: cannot believe its from MIKA !! omg
one thing good of listening to the radio on iphone is that the song title and singer is given with the album cover. saves me from trying to search out the song myself !
super awesome show kickass is and the song is real catch-y. been playing it in my head the whole netball time and dinner time (: tot it to be sucky and quite uninteresting lool. like some dudes wanna pose as superheroes again ! :D but its really cool and recommendable !! love the little girl actress too !

its mika !! his songs are nicee, eg. happy ending as well :)

netball games were totally awesome. been waiting decades for such a competitive session (: wayy cool and i love it (: hahahah makes me so prepared for exams. haha no link !
good that we have more ppl from different places- difrays, cj and sim ppl !

For my papers, I'm still going on so seems quite cool for now. need to buck up more tho. a week plus till first pp and things will keep going on real fast, each pp after the next :/ soo no slowing down ! to all who are going on the same phrase: keep going strong and take super good care of health ! no play play this sem ! haha :)

I stand by you

2010-05-25T22:05:00.004+08:00

First it was the passing on of Dr. Goh Keng Swee. Watching how the people whom he has impacted during his life paid their tribute and remembrance. It can be seen how much he has contributed to the society and even inspired his grand-niece to look up to him and want to impact the world as he did. I think that it is really a great achievement and it is done even for the ppl of our generation to enjoy. We should appreciate all the hard work put in from the ppl for our nation. It is way awesome that we are so successful :D and truly a blessing to be in Singapore (: makes me wanna make a difference to the world as well :D

Next up was Jordan Romero, the 13-year-old American who became the youngest climber that made it up the summit Mount Everest. wayy awesome that you have a dream and you strive hard to achieve it. And he's inspiring others, the younger generation to dream big and set goals in life ! haha I have no idea why I'm catching all these recently but yep I want to do the big things and not wait till its too late. haha such a motivation !

Today I caught sight of a little girl held by her Dad and heading in the mrt platform. She was all jumpy and joyful, excited and marveled as she hopped into the train. jumped across the gap and looked fascinated like its yet another adventure that day. And I tot 'hey I felt that too when I was little', it was all too familar :D just happyy at all the many little things, maybe packets of little sweets or a random ice-cream treat. Where did all that gone to? the fearless, happy-go-lucky, worry-free kid like nothing in the world can stop or rob you of your happyness. Who cares about the big world ? Either it eats you up or you stand on top of it. I want to be high above my fears and keep goingg on :>

my fav all-time actor (: -cuba gooding, jr.
Just caught one of his shows- instinct recently and tot it really nice to watch ! haha so far all the shows I watched that he acted are never a disappointment. Really inspiring (: It was about a guy who left the working and city world disappear to go live with the gorillas whom they took really care of him, count him as one of them. He learnt their ways and realized the meaning of family. I want to defend and look over my family- loved ones as well. no look of hatred, just those gentle eyes that loves you all the way was what the gorilla showed him after it was shot down by hunters when it was him who indirectly led them to the gorillas and all was killed. no look of condemnation and hatred was shown as all. So many things for me to learnt and Im still growing upp and excited about this journey (: <3

“My child, I can make your bitter waters sweet. I am the Lord who heals you.” -reminder

a twist of fate

2010-05-23T18:48:00.003+08:00

Just caught this phrase somewhere and tot it interesting ! :/ random

Soo I have a really awesome fufillingg week (:
It all lasted proper esp with my revision classes in most of the evenings and even a full day on sat, left me with no choice but to rush up on my audit which I so sadly neglected the past period :( I would say that its not done yet but Im glad I put in the effort for it ! yep, forced me to make it to school for the whole day to study till classtime. I hope I have the same motivation in the weeks to come !

hahaha So talking to yl bout sports ytd, makes me so wanna play bball/netball sooon !!
:/ think netball's on thurs with hannah and alicia they all so I will spend a while away from studies haha! I have to I have to its netball you see ! :D

I miss bball with the clique too sobx only now it's so hard to get everyone with all the different schedules :( sharon, do organise again ! :) haha cant waitt for our (yvonne) exams to end !! then we can playplayplay with everybody !! lool I was thinking if its a good idea having another chalet in the June if we cant go for the overseas trip. :/

ytd was tyl's mum's bday !! haha may as well and we went for the chompchomp for dinner. awesome, love the food there ! but I think I was quite paiseh to eat too much lool. followed by mahjong with the family, yl's dad din play but he was really hilarious just being a spectator by sabo-ing yl not to game. haha He started singing out loud when yl's mum took the tile that yl needed to throw. hahaha I tot why so sudden random :D

Alicia is amidst her exams now and I think she will do great. haha. good that my lecture notes can help in a way. And I just found out my exam venues this june is at woodlands !! Lixin's RP o.O so far for me sob. remember to tell me how to get to your school when we meet, tan lixin haha

Today is family day lool and im enjoying home (: haven't actually spent time with my family this whole week due to coming back late from class and not seeing them in the morning. sobsob my brother fetched me from yl's last night ! thanks haha love dinner at home and my dad cut apples while my mum got me barley drink hee. the sweetest (: and my little sister is as annoying as ever lool !

It is yet another study week tml of another subject and yesh, let's keep goingg on acca peeps !

admist the revision !

2010-05-21T01:07:00.002+08:00

there is this episode that I wanna blog !! It is totally retarded and you will think so too. :S

So a few days back, yl was playing his soccer on psp. We came to the topic of nationals level of sports. So I casually asked him if he thinks I can make it to the netball nationals. and he answered no, given I stopped playing and everything and I got really upset at him.

And it went on to lead to feeling sad cause after playing the netball for so long, my family din see me play before and I started tearing and sobbing but yl comforted me and mention that my mum did went for the previous street netball at velocity, only I din informed her that it ended alr. so there was a moment of silence and inside of me was 'oh ya'. lool love you, mom !

So yea, thinking back I wondered why that even happened. funny thing was I myself din even think I can make it to nationals ! :D dun tell yl hahaha sorry baby, I know you get that a lot ! ): see how my emotions can cause me to think small and really dwell on it :/

lool I spent the day in school today and thanks to the ppl with me, I couldn't have gone on studying if not for you all ! and with weeks to come (: emoticons is darn fun, my phone dropped to a low 5% at night from full batt in the morning sobz the games are that bad..

I'm glad southies enjoyed the boardgames and poker with acca peeps for the first was fun ! :D

back to feelings of yester-years

2010-05-17T22:32:00.002+08:00

I have just ended my audit revision class and I'm glad I signed up for it. Helps me get prepared for the big one. So I just have to keep going for the rest of the revisions, work on intensive workings and poof hopefully i do well this time :/
I feel I have been actually living in denial that my exams are still long far far away, but thanks to yvonne for her 'days to exams' reminder and its left with a short 20 days left ! sobz
it was all due to the birthday spree that left me dreamy that few days sobz sobz ! :D
hahaha but I shall work hard and good nevertheless, I will keep goingg on (:

This photo was taken at truefitness gym at suntec ! its sooo nice and facing the sky, the flyer and wow so big and spacious :D lool my dad's co entitles him free usage with my mum and only my mum. sobz.. hahah oh well i feel like having such a membership next time at work. it'd be cool going for workout to relive stress in the weekends heh. and I met my sec. school pe teacher, Mr Tze here at the gym as well and Im really surprised he could recognize me :> Its been really long and so many stuff have changed, now he's the pe dept hod and even dropped heading the bball team. ooh I can only see him as a bball teacher and no other cca else haha ! so anyway it was really cool seeing my parents help each other out at the workouts and prolly encouraging each other. lool :D

reminisces of sweet love

2010-05-16T20:20:00.008+08:00

some of the snapshots of southies box of love (: really precious to me !
really really really sweet !! teehee all the msges means many lots to me !
i love the colours ! all these taken with my fav cam-whore cam-have yet to come up with a name, same with the iphone. sobx. but look out for it ! :D

very little time spent tgt nowadays but we are going good.
time for me to head in strong with my books.
teeheehee and not play too much with the iphone and cam, poker. :D

my greatest blessings (:

2010-05-15T22:24:00.003+08:00

indeed indeed (: i have gotten my iphone !! yippee

this is my fav vid yet lool. but i feel the ending ends really abruptly tsk. but all's well and all's good (: this is my project haha :D and im loving it <3

today was a good study session and many good laughs. haha really funny ah. its gonna be a full solid study period for me in the days to come. time for some serious-ness ! let's go !

ps. i wanna spam, let me spam : SUUUUGGGOOOOOOOIIIIIIIII !!! (:

BIG 21st

2010-05-12T10:53:00.002+08:00

im on to a project right now and its almost done !! im so excitedd and surprised i can sleep last night. must be very exhausted. haha. i have been feeling really tired from the chalet and on. but it has been all really awesome ah. hahahaha im so loving it and everything, i would want to swear, but i will not. lool.

mon started with a morning class, which i so couldn't concentrate !! haha same with yvonne ah. so funny. met up with haz after to work on the guest book stuff and collect the huge balloons and cake. hahaha. totally awesome. i so din see it till the party. i super love the little guest book with all the photos and msges !! the idea was awesome. you two are really nicee (:

i showered just before ashley and lixin came. haha i felt quite not ready actually. should have washed up earlier. cause i got about no time for myself alr when more ppl came. im glad the food was coool and that the ppl had stuff to do. only i forgot to bring out the boardgames ?!? tsk my southies din have much to do. so sorry. and i couldn't go up the sky garden with the ppl. sobz.

lool i was really happyy meeting all the ppl and glad more catching up was arranged even after the party (: awesome ah. hehe and im sorry the cake cutting session should have been done when everyone was there. ahh so some left before and came after. lool but the session was really amazing (: i love the cute sweet cake and butterflies, what more my fav choco banana !!! thanks jo for helping me to cut the cake. thanks for coming and rushing and travelling and everything, all you lovely ppl. means a plenty lot of me !!

i really really love the presents hehehehe (: gotten a camwhore camera from the clique (i hope yl din tell you all why ) tsk. hehe iphone from my parents, tho getting only on sat for a change of colour, roses dark chocolate (omg) and a lovely card from tyl lool, a stylo jacket (very nice) and lovely msges from southies (:, iphone cover from my 2 lovely siblings, a bag which is one of the nicest i got now haha and tank top from fanghui, subha and limei (:, a little bunny and body shop stuff from tyl's sister (:, cute icecream spoon from hannah and a card (: cards from noel shiming alicia (: and prayers hee.

i was so very exhausted at the end of it that i showered and went right to bed w/o opening any presents. lool tyl came over the morning and we opened them tgt (: hahaha followed by movie !! and guess what, i went right back home to sleep on my 21st. hahahaha (: definitely a good long sleep. and we went over to my ah ma hse for a celebration (: yay hehehe the cake was awesome ah.

i went back home to work on my project and got all the lovely wishes from fb which i will reply soon (: hehe and all the phone wishes thru the day. i am so very excited about the project and i cant wait. i wished i can do sth in return for everyone. i will pray for all and that daddy god will bless them so richly and everyone to be happyy, as happyy can be. lool (: i fell right back to sleep soon after.

hahaha i went out for breakfast with my brother this morning and it was a chat i needed. haha and he's driving me to school later huhuhu. goodbye y'all ! cantt waitt for my project to be upp !!

bday chalet [BIG BIG HUG]

2010-05-09T18:37:00.006+08:00

my celebration here was more than what i expected !! (:

it was really a blast and seeing the ppl enjoying themselves with all the poker and wii fun at the place itself was a joy i cant describe.

haha. even if the wii fun was for a short while, it was humorous watching the ppl play with all the actions in the air. lool ! although time passed really fast playing poker, each session was not missed to be labeled as fun (:

i won't forget the feelings of first day, it was sweet and totally unforgettable, though just dinner and some arcade games, i felt real good and ready to go (: and soon after, we were greeted by friendly, kind, familiar faces. im happyy we bonded like nobody's business .lool !

second day was started quite groggy for me, we headed to the food market for some satay and wings, warming up for the incoming BBQ at night. haha. bowling was fun ! (: watching the ball bounce up from the right gutter to cheat, and hit a pin :D we all scored high, hitting pins after pins. hehe

it was a special feeling altogether seeing tyl work hard at the BBQ providing food for all. (: im happyy ppl came tho with crazy schedules and feeling of unwell. i hope they went back better and thought, ''hey, that was fun.'' because that is what i really want in return for their sweet gestures and time.

lovely cupcakes and cute photo-takings are the stuff i brought back. they are worth much more than pieces of gold. (: and besides that are dirty clothes and some uber happyy thoughts !

i really really loved all the company (: <3 thanks for being there !

peter pan

2010-05-05T17:47:00.004+08:00

think of happyy things and you will fly (:

netball makes me happy (: just thinking of the highlights of my netball season, scenes of little little part of the matches. (: makes my heart beats faster and gets me all excited again. im so going back to competitive serious netball one day for sure.

balloons makes me cheery (: i tot about the last time i really had contact with balloons, sharon's party ! holding the lovely poker cards design balloons all thru orchard rd, sth i wouldn't forget and the feeling was wow quite fun (: a little girl even approach to ask if she could have one. lool so cutee but i couldn't ): hahah poker is not for you, little girl. im glad sharon enjoyed hers (:

rainbow tells me the bad days are over, on to good days ahead (:

the moon makes me feel special (: it seems to be stalking me every night, even right at bed from my old place to new, staring right at me from the window side. lool

ice cream makes anyone feel high (:

the view from my house makes me feel light (: this platform is my safehouse, the buildings my playground.

the people and things im so blessed with (: nothing else i can ask for.

my fav piece
Jesus, Your Good Shepherd And Door

John 10:7
7Then Jesus said to them again, “Most assuredly, I say to you, I am the door of the sheep.

Jesus said that He is the “door of the sheep”. What did He mean? Well, a sheepfold during Jesus’ time had no door which could be opened and closed. The door of the sheepfold was just an opening. In this kind of sheepfold, after the sheep had entered it, the shepherd would sleep at the entrance. The shepherd became, effectively, the “door” of the sheepfold.

When Jesus told His disciples, “I am the good shepherd,” (John 10:11) He also assured them emphatically that He was the “door of the sheep”. He was telling them and us, “Inside My sheepfold, My sheep are always safe, completely protected and kept close under My watchful eyes. And since I am just at the entrance of the sheepfold, nothing, not even the muffled bleat of one of My own, can escape My ears. Also, nothing evil outside the sheepfold can enter and touch My sheep without first coming through Me for I am the door of My sheep.”

So when the fight of life comes knocking on your door and when panic threatens to rise within you, see yourself doubly protected! He is both the good shepherd and the door of His sheep. As your good shepherd, He gave His life for you to redeem you from poverty, sickness and every other curse.

As your door, He keeps out everything evil that He has redeemed you from. Because He shed His blood for you, you are covered and protected within the sheepfold by a blood-stained door. Disaster, destruction and death must pass over you and your family because of His blood on your door. Remember that on the night of the first Passover in Egypt, the destroyer could not enter the houses of the Israelites because of the blood of the lamb on their doors. (Exodus 12:13, 23)

Today, you can live life untroubled and unafraid, knowing that Jesus, your good shepherd and door, protects and preserves you and your family. No evil will befall you or your loved ones because He is your dwelling place and refuge!

Diary
this week i was to declare my fav week. but expecting my period near my bday is totally not helping at all. and with many many stuff on my mind and happening, it really seems harder to achieve each day. someone, that devil seems to want it all down. haha but nevertheless, im not giving up. solving each situation upfront. i am going to be the happiest when the time comes (: even at every moment now. it is after all my fav week, still.

yl might be leaving for the US next mon, if his sister cant find someone to go with as her friend is unable to go. so much as i dun want him to go, i have to ask him to go.

as much weakness as i feel, i must appear strong and strive to get up. ppl are doing stuff for me that i love, i want to be joyous and not let anyone down (: no more excuses for the pms. your happiness is found within, don't look beyond at your circumstances !

i love the ppl who want me happyy, i cannot if without you all ! LOVES <3

power, love and sound mind

2010-05-01T21:54:00.004+08:00

how do ppl deal with changes?
I feel they are inevitable but yet necessary for advancement and improvement.
And I think ppl makes the best out of it and that's the way to go ! (:

still waiting for the best yet to come which I almost lose sight of and for the bigger picture painted. I think I tend to think too much, which even my little sister agrees. And probably due to the middle-child syndrome which I don't even know if it really exists, it could well be just an excuse haha. so bear with me.

I realised that the things I work for or try to achieve by myself, they do not really come thru with the way I want it to. But yet, when I put my trust in the bigger hand of God, the results are far greater than what I would have done on my own. It would be just the way it fits and very nicely indeed. lool. But still, nonetheless, I would forget and trust my own instinct in the next round to come. zzz I just thank daddy God to still take hold at the end (:

Today I slept most parts of the day but had fish n' co dinner with my family ! It might just be the first time I ate a fish n' co meal with them lool. And like what yl would agree, its always feels best to eat with parents cause we can order and eat as much as we like :D haha They ordered seafood feast and boy the prawns were huge, I'm so surprised cherie tried them out !! wow we can so eat prawns tgt alr man. And my brother is so cute when he posts qns on chasing girls. x) I think its really sweet when you are all nervous and anxious for somebody haha. (I sure hope he doesn't read this)

It's time to prepare and work on what's impt this week for the events !
I hope all the ppl are doing well, goingg strong and feeling happyy all over again (: because that's the way it should be,even by the simplest of things like having a meal with the family !

door of the sheep (:

2010-04-29T00:03:00.003+08:00

firstly, happyy anni to tyl for the 2nd month after the 2nd year !! and boy, its really cool (: cant wait to spend the day tgt tml. now that he's doing night shift, it'd be quite tough to hangout. haha really hopefully he can take leave for the chalet, if not I might not know how to go bout it. :/

I had an evening/night hangout with haz and shikin earlier and they are really planning so much alr ! so nice (: they'd be getting my bday cake and helping out with the preparations. looking real forward and feeling quite nervous ! I was just wondering if not putting the celebration on the actual day was a good idea. but it shouldn't be a big issue. only, my mum took leave on my actual. either or is good regardless !

soo, yep I'm actually enjoying the pre-process alr. as in being able to hear from the ppl and to me, its like 'hey, you still care ' (: and it really warms my heart. hehehe

For my actual, havent come out with a plan actually. One thing for sure, im celebrating at my ah ma hse for a bit as per annum (: whatever that means. lool tyl might be working !

To end off - I believe the better way will come thru :>

i love to be me (:

2010-04-26T19:35:00.010+08:00

hehe i finally finally did up my bday invites !! and im really surprised at some of the response. haha one irony im getting is the number of ppl im inviting to my place which is really in need of huge space and the number of ppl im inviting to the chalet !! lool my concern is i think the ppl im inviting to my place would not prefer gambling and my place seems more convenient for ppl to all gather ard, plus they would most likely not stay over. so im separating celebration and im thinking not many will stay for all two nights of the chalet. lool. so exciting yet worrying at the same time.

now for the past week, it had been awesome ! the group outings of my acca peeps and clique-ly are really a blast and i cant wait for more random outings !

i had an awesome dinner at the aquamarine of marina mandarin hotel and the place design of the hotel is quite magnificent. when we started the buffet, i rushed to get the good food that i eat and guess what the rest got for first plate. haha appetizers !! my plate was full of meat and meat !! lool the whole variety of food was superb except for the sashimi and raw food that i dun touch. haha there were plates of chocolates and free flow of ice-cream which i didn't get. after a while and with so much of eating, i kinda got lazy to get more foood lool. it was of good company and clement got me a little book which i try to read everyday. they also so sincerely and surprisingly got me a whole plateful of cakes platter !! haha wa lau, i had to eat it all on my own. how can ??
it will be a long while till we all get together again for a full meetup ! ): till then, study well and clear this sem man !!

last sat, we got another full attendance at the clique gathering at my place for study and bball ! and after that, without any pre-planning, we all got down to playing some indian poker game, changing the rules each round we go ! haha. it was such that the set of 5 hands which form the biggest would have to be punished ! haha but we get to change hand till the deck finishes. at the start, there was some royal flush going on with the ppl. it was real humorous , followed by some full house and numerous pairs. lool it ended with me, yvonne, barney, johnson and yl having a set of straight from 3 to 7 ! hahaha real exciting (:

haha for studies, there have been some group study now and then in the past week. and they have been cool (: i really need them for motivation and im really glad and grateful for study peeps to hangout with !!

many loves

2010-04-20T14:26:00.003+08:00

thanks to all who wished me well from sick since last week and till today. i feel many many the loves. looler

still regarding the big 21st, lool. im definitely not forgetting the acca peeps ! hahaha i did some discussion with clement on celebration alr, but wonder how to go about it. still nonetheless, looking real forward to another outing soon most likely this friday (:

Also, both hazwani and shikin dears are coming over this thurs to my place to discuss how to go bout the celebration coming may. im really very grateful and hope it isn't too much of a hassle. im just planning to invite my long-lost sec school friends over for wii, boardgames and surely a good catch up (:

tyl is on to getting a chalet at aloha pasir ris with the help of his sister, for the cj peeps. hope many can come to play and have a greatt time ! hahaha hopefully it doesnt take up too much time from ppl with exams and studying. lool and i was still so worried this morning cause i havent have anything done. thanks to yl for settling and sorting things out.

seems quite well done, no need for stress or worry from anyone at all. lool. cant waitt !!
i wonder if i should just invite everyone to the chalet. ahhh -_-

hahaha i hope i dun miss out anyone. so now on to general stuff, tonight im still going for another catch up to the doctor. seems even after huge bit of antibiotics, my throat still seems weird. i hope its fine. i will see how it goes. enough with medicines alr ! cant imagine being unable to eat lots of your fav foood stuff at your bday !?#$$#%#@#$$% no way !

lool so tyl got his buggy job at the resort world. he's gonna sign the contract this thurs. cool, i think its gonna be a really fun job. hehehe hopefully he will know his schedule for june then, and we can go on with the planning for genting ! haha. he say he can bring us to the mushroom farm near by at genting where he went before. the food is cheap and goood. and i cant wait for all the themepark rides !! weee

but as my mum would say, exam havent over, wannna talk bout holiday !! lool. yea thats right that exams isn't over. so how's my revision going? i would say fairly good. manageable so far, definitely better than previous sems. but could be better. was reading the student accountant mag this morning and rem feeling really nervous alr. it was all about exam tips and examiner's report. boy, did it got me into the exam mode for a moment.

Im quite worried for auditing as im managing it alone, without classes or the help of teachers. so i m unsure of my pace and method of studying, even at the same time coping with financial reporting and management. I have been concentrating more on the other two, so i'd better give more time on audit. we dun want another similar case of failing huh.
speaking of which, i need to buck up on all !! ahh okay byebye back to study lool :/

smooth-ie

2010-04-18T19:10:00.002+08:00

I still havent get down to planning for my bday !
I do feel really weird doing so, I can do for others, but I find it uneasy to plan my own.
haha like very buay paiseh. I duno if getting a chalet is a good idea. or else I duno where else to have it at. I might invite my sec school friends to my place for celebration, and a chalet for cj peeps. I hope hope my mummy buys me iphone ! lool. no one mentions it alr, tho I did a few months ago. haha. thanks to ppl who offer to help out with my bday. I also duno how else to plan. well, I'd better get sooon stuff work out.

These days been really smooooth. except forr the random throat stuff I caught which led to a fever. And did I mention resident evil on ps3 is darn cool (: yeaa awesome 2player game ! haha I think tyl might actually get a ps3 soon ! lool so I do hope he gets the job which I think he will.

my little sister got me a really cute pencil case. haha (: off to star awards !

banquet and macaroons (:

2010-03-31T21:48:00.010+08:00

For our 25th anni last monday, we tried out king louis at vivo- knight's banquet !! omgosh !! what a spread. super duper awesome !! i still love chicken best !! the steak was bloody, there's random apple slices and pineapple around. one thing i wanna mention is the wrong change given to us. we paid an amount with just a few dollars of change expected back. but the manager gave us 40bucks over of change. it was insane ! haha but we gave it back immediately (: soo we were saying, if it was johnson, ... ! haha !!

my sister bought 3 boxes of macaroooons !! (: and they are extremely lovely !! one box for tyl's , one for my ah ma hse and one more for home. yata !! they are awesome, selling for 1.50 at bakerzin. do grab some !! some of the all time fav flavors are hazelnut, scarlet, orange chocolate, green tea. there's sakura, caramel, coffee and chocolate all. and ooh so lovely !! (: yl calls them the mini burgers lool.
everyone loves them !!
menu for the macaroons (: check out the number of different flavours !! ooh the colours (: im having orange chocolate now. sooo awesome !! do try (:

good luck to the ppl waiting for results, having exams and studying, working !! (:
yayy to awesome photos !! (: love to all. boo to class on good friday >:

i love

2010-03-16T11:11:00.002+08:00

i love bball sat !! (: tho it was of bruises and wounds ! lool
hopefully we make it every sat, it'd be a really good workout session (:
i will beat tyl one day, hahaha !

watched [kaiji] at cine ytd with tyl, tan lixin and ashley !
bought the tix earlier with tan lixin and went checking out the new shopping malls all around . the mandarin hotel where the cj prom was held has been transformed to be full of shopping in the first few floors and there is an underpass from orchard central to centrept. quite cool for rainy days. soon central would be linked to the mrt too im sure !

the show was cool, nv tot it was this show that yl talked about. both characters of deathnote acted in it. i didnt know till i saw L. lool the frightening part was when they had to cross the long path way to the next building. so anxious :< L died there after making it across, so short a screenplay for him. haha he died so randomly also -_-

met noel on the way home and he was also at cine watching a movie ! lool and tyl met his parents on the way up his place ! what timing :>

i have got your back

2010-03-11T13:11:00.002+08:00

i know you got mine (:
my little meimei ordered pasta for me at lunch !! ahh I love prawn aglio olio !!
and she has no idea what to eat herself but choose to order that for me :>
so toucheddd hee

also, ytd I checked up on my niece on how she was doing at school and whether she was well from that day I sent her home. good that she's fine. so I make sure to let her know that she can call me if there's any problem. and she also said the same to me. to call her if I needed anyone to talk to. I felt surprisingly quite touched by that ! like I didn't expect anything from her and she being younger than me would offer to lend me a listening ear when I needed one. :>

Ooo im proud of the little ones (:

i wish for my friends not to be hurt.

2010-03-09T22:06:00.003+08:00

I spend the day with winnie for study at vivo ! im glad i have my fair share of good friends whom i can share so freely (: that comes quite rarely and i treasure every single one of them !

currently watching spartans with my dad and mum. what a show to watch with them. haha, but I love. I kinda like the narrator of the show.

the day is ours. no songs are sung.

To YVONNE: haha the song we were looking for ! (: all the right moves by one republic

All the right friends
In all the right places
So yeah, we're going down
They've got all the right moves
In all the right faces
So yeah, we're going down

Let's paint the picture
Of the perfect place
They've got it better then when anyone's told ya
They'll be the King of Hearts, and your the Queen of Spades
Then we'll fight for you like we were your soldiers

I know we've got it good
But they've got it made
And the grass is getting greener each day
I know things are looking up, but soon they'll take us down
Before anybody's knowing our name

They've got...

All the right friends in all the right places
So yeah, we're going down
They've got
All the right moves in all the right faces
So yeah, we're going down

They say
Everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down
They say
Everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down

Do you think I'm special?
Do you think I'm nice?
Am I bright enough to shine in your spaces?
Between the noise you hear, and the sounds you like
Are we just sinking in the ocean of faces?
It can't be possible... the rain can fall
Only when it's over our heads.
The sun is shining everyday, but it's far away.
Over the world that's dead.

They've got, they've got...

All the right friends in all the right places
So yeah, we're going down
They've got
All the right moves in all the right faces
So yeah, we're going down

They say
Everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down
They say
Everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down

It don't matter what you see
I know I could never be
Someone that'll look like you.
It don't matter what you say
I know I could never fake
Someone that could sound like you.

All the right friends in all the right places
So yeah, we're going down
They've got
All the right moves in all the right faces
So yeah, we're going down

eventful and more to come (:

2010-03-04T17:30:00.004+08:00

The past few days have had its up and down.
some of the really fun outing trips, with yet its fair share of depressing stories of which I definitely would not share here. I hope I helped in the limited ways that I can.

Last friday was quite a rushing period because my sister had her last test paper and we decided to catch a movie after with yl and family but the show- the blind side (super nice show (:) was selling fast with only one timing for that day at vivo. so we had to rush to get tix before her pp cause she want to accompany me to get. but while making our way, my little cousin called from school saying she's sick but no one to send her home. haha it was quite a lot of things going on at that time. so we rushed till it was all settled and i went over to alicia's to study for a while (: in the end i went over for dinner at yl's yumyum

Though in the end we catch the show the next day cause it was really packed. lool. i met yvonne loo for a talk that day! for our acca relevant working experience which also covered resume writing skills. quite cool. one thing i must mention is the one pack of curry puff each was such a disappointment to us all ! lool we expected a whole buffet of OCK but maybe we should have expected it ahhaah :D

Sunday we were up for our little project with time for 2nd year anniversary ! (: haha we ended up at swensens at chinatown where we caught the last CNY fireworks and chingay performance. ((: i wonder if lixin and ashley caught them too cause they were quite nearby as well. haha it was their anniversary tooo !

monday was another adventure in the night ! I thought about how it was possible to pass a gift to my church friend, yvonne straight to her place because her 21st party this sat was at hougang and i wont be able to make it. I thought about it before and that it was do-able. haha. so i thought today is the day ! if yl is cool to send me of course. we had quite a time searching for the place with the block quite faraway from yl's block. haha plus i gave a wrong location- punggol park. causing us to go to the other end of hougang when it was the other end. :D but it was really fun and the feeling really happyy. thanks yl (:

the next day i met my acca pals all together after such a very long time ! they are really into photo-taking so the sky garden was quite really good for them . the shots they take i definitely cant take with my own personal camera. we went for a go at saboteur and they are really so funny! hahah i nv came across the saboteur actually lead to the gold himself and how one played saboteur all the way despite being a builder :D i definitely explained the rules very clearly ! i was unsure of how to split the gold then if a saboteur get the gold himself. lool

yesterday i had lunch with my little sister and i brought her to try out burger king's tendercrisp (must try) it is better than mac's mcspicy or kfc's zinger i must say ! (: hahaha we did a tiny bit of shopping cause there was dmk sale where i found my fav type of shoes !! so happyy. we are really pissed with bad service and inconsiderate ppl :< humph ! after that, i went to do up my class admin and met winnie for study at centrept !(winnie's bday is on mar7 !) :O centrept is a place where you find the few interesting and suitable shops here and there. i love the gift party shop up at the top floor (:

my little sis and I went down for lunch with my mummy at international plaza cause she worked nearby today at the dbs tower :D where yvonne and I went for the talk . haha there are still quite a number of areas to venture around my house where i have yet to do so. quite a bit of shopping and i cant wait !

next up is sharon's big birthday on sat where i will be going after my class !! (: so excitingg. keep goingg to the ppl with exams !! (:

kudos to this date

2010-02-28T14:36:00.004+08:00

Today marks the anniversary of our two or you can say 'half-a-year relationship.

I definitely won't forget the moments we started with, mostly taken down in the little scrapbook of first year- of which that moment itself was quite special, you and I know.

This anniversary, supplemented by the Chinese valentine's day reminds me of the interesting happenings of this past year. There were also certain milestone in life that each of us have such as my house-moving and your ORD turn office work which I know you dread but keep it up, you are doing good (:

I would also like to mention that this relationship would not have been so lively and strong-lasting without the support of close friends and family. Thanks for the time spent and fun, laughter and joy all these while (:

I like to see today as our 'half a year anniversary to remind me that we are not there yet and that there are more to enjoy and work hard for.
I see it as two years to applaud ourselves for all the effort put into this relationship and with that, thank you for these two years and many more .

lool, its as though we are tgt for a thousand years or getting married. pardon me.
now for what this blog post was for- a short photo slideshow with the music to go.
they might not go hand-in-hand but oh well :D

greeting personalized with Smilebox

love.

new style new motivation

2010-01-12T01:37:00.002+08:00

i would say, my new house makes me more motivated in some ways. but i still have the habit of untidiness. lool yl's been coming over to my place more frequently now, that would be a good thing i feel.

seems like quite a quiet 1am today, not feeling sleepy, as i napped a bit in the evening. maybe i should get a binoculars to see the far places clearly. my place isn't quite done yet so i feel like the stuff in my house are not complete and i still dun quite feel ready for things.

my parents have arranged for my study table that is attached on the wall to be done in this cramped room so i guess there will still be more working up to do in the house. lool. i would say i feel closer to my family these days as our bedroom door isn't done, so there wasn't really privacy last days, today its done. and also with a smaller place, we interact more often than before. hahha. and that's all provided i go home early. this i strive to achieve this year.

many things coming up would be jogging with my sister at the 26th floor track place, haven't been there personally so i cant wait. so near yet so far. lool. classes that might and might not be super packed. haha. night class on tues with yvonne with the teacher with a gay accent and character. better do the hw given. haha. strive to go thru each lecture after on my own.

johnson's 21st bday is coming up next week. ooh ohh. haha heard he is doing up a chalet. that'd be really coool. not sure how a 21st goes so johnson will be the first ! hahahaha now to think of a really good present ! hmm. valerie's little baby's first year is at the end of the mth.

for next mth, val day falls on chinese new year. hahaha so exciting to see how things go. also this year isn't a leap year, so we are contemplating on whether to celebrate our anni as our 2nd year or half a year. lool. it'd be pretty funny and really interesting.

oh yea, my brother has this new boardgame and its really cool. its called bang ! and it's like those games found in settlers or minds' cafe. i wanna buy more !! last but not least, i hope and wish everyone a joyous new year and that it will be a year of restful increase !! x)

my thoughts for year 2010

2010-01-09T11:18:00.002+08:00

to be strong by yourself would you not take from the other but give when necessary.

to not fight for things as though you are alone and everything depends on you.
to not let the devil get his way.he's freaking sore loser of the century and more.
to take all you need from christ and give unconditionally the overflow.
to constantly be at rest, if not look hard for it this 2010.

to love and love only.

year 2010 is full of surprises

2010-01-05T11:23:00.003+08:00

lool that just came out to me. well, now im actually at home with my sis and some contractors working on the kichen. i really hope they are doing a good job cause i really dun want to sit around supervising them. today is the first day of my class! yata to a new start of determination? haha

holidays have been really awesome really. everyday was filled with that satisfaction or feeling of wow, that was surprisingly really fun. haha and now back to school. im prepared to give up the fun if it obstructs my studies.

my classes this sem might be too rush or it might not be, depending on my choice of what seems like the best. cause im able to switch classes to night class if i cant make it for the day classes. so pretty flexible for me.

my regret was not taking down the events of past days. i shall rely on my memory then. and i got my new planner for the year. haha countdown was super fun i feel and there was potluck dinner a few days ago. shall start on my planner alr ! (:

yata to end of 2009 (:

2009-12-31T10:26:00.002+08:00

i like how it all is right now at this moment. there has inevitably been many ups and downs this current year, but all's good and happyy. lool

2010 is gonna be awesome (: starting the year in this very blessed apartment with all the awesome good of it. i have yet to fully fathom. oh my gosh (:

i have gotten somewhat lot closer to the ppl i love and it definitely does not end here ! manymany loves hehehehhe

its time to get my pocket calendar for the new year, im super blast-ified by all the awesome activities of 09 and seeing how filled up it is -my snacking calendar (:

i am intending to go full time full time study this new year and i shall do it !! whether i like it or not. only i was thinking this new year is my year for 21st and its gonna be super busy with all my batch of ppl with their bdays and mine :O

i love the gifts tyl bought back from genting and my little sister's christmas presents hahahaha all really precious to mee

today's countdown would be at my place !! see who can come join my family. my mum says we can see the fireworks from here. it'd be a blast !! (:

no internet !?

2009-12-23T22:56:00.001+08:00

harlow harlow :) havent been blogging due to the unavailable internet access at my new place. hahah.
well, i just wanna say my new place is oh so amazing !! daddy god is so good :) hahaha im loving it! i still feel like im living at a hotel. and have the holiday feel probably due to still having my clothes in my luggage bag and not being easily accessible to my belongings. our place still hasnt been fully done up but we got to move in as the old place has been given up to the new owners and we have no where else to go.
i havent been to the rooftop garden tho i said it'd be the first place i will be. haha.but my family went and my mum says its really breath-taking. i cantt wait :) so really the place is really cool ! im like sleeping in the sky, right next to the full glass window with a full view of the outside. lool.

so last mon i ended my exams, supposed to have dinner with the acca peeps but cannot make it cause tyl just got back from a week at malaysia. meet up soon, acca peeps! the ppl whom i toil with :) and it was straight to packing of house which took us a really long and tiring time. wow the amount of stuff at our home was just unexplainable. haha. my mum has the tendency to keep stuff while my dad is the whole opp. lool. but that din really even out the stuff at home. we worked till 1plus 2am the day before we actually have to get out. and there was still so much still. haha i felt like i nv wanted to move again.
so on the thurs, we officially moved over to pinnacle :) and it was my chalet period. haha. so i went over with tyl afternn and went home at night to be with my family for the first night at the new place, sth my mummy wanted. the chalet was good fun ! made a type-written summary on fb. sth that i expressed for the chalet. cant waitt to meet up again :) hehehe loves

so back from chalet, would be back to the new place, im still adjusting, even now :) sunday was xmas service at the indoor stadium, was it good and interesting ! haha i love special services, tyl came tgt with me and we went for dinner at kallang leisure park after. the sushi place, i had my fav soft shell crepe. after we went back my place cause my ah ma came to visit and we could go check out the rooftop place but din go in the end cause it was super crowded, all the ppl going up by lift. boo

on the monday was big southies annual xmas party at john gab's place :) yl came too and was it very fun !! hahaha i bought ikea meatballs to be cooked and johngab had homemade meatballs with pasta and pizza and there was sushi made by wanling. ahahhaha. super cool. we played wii rayman rabbit of another version than that we have, it was fun to play more different wii games and compete with others. also, there was the taboo which totally blew off the night. hahahha. so funny everyone made it.
yl as usual made quite the joke of the day and even the girls i went home with, wanling and yangyan repeated the funny part. lool. and also mentioned the unforgettable teddy bear prank present from last christmas. hahaha retarded yl :D we should get taboo!

ytd tues was party at hannah's place! she came back from overseas study for just one night before flying off with her family overseas again, so it was one big party! and a lot of wonderful food ! :) ahhaha. the few of us johnson yl yangyan actually sat nearby and ate quite a lot. ahhaha. i din take pictures tho, the food were good to take. lool. i have photos from southies and my new home yet to be put up,i will do so sooon. its time to catch up with everyone !! :))

5 bucks?! that's insane

2009-12-13T21:55:00.002+08:00

my mum's super excited about the new place! haha :) makes me wonder would I be that excited when it's my turn to move the family. lool

saw the news for pinnicle@duxton where LKY gave out keys personally to the lucky families who got chosen. lucky they. and the rooftop garden seems really presentable :) only its 5 bucks for entry, its crazy. -.- so what if my family wanna go all tgt? guess its time to make friends with our lovely neighbors. haha we should like come up with a system where which family needs, the whole block provides accordingly. hahaha. so lame to charge money for our personal facilities esp to us residents. cant give us an extra card. bleah.

so that's one exciting event to come. heh heh. best its right across my ah ma hse. hehehe so tml's my final pp and its good to come. and ready to be over :) lets go

so its true

2009-12-11T21:40:00.002+08:00

haha I just got the realization or feel that Im actually gonna move house alr. next weekk ! zomg feeel superb excitedd !! :))

I just realised when my dad mentioned at dinner that tml they were going to get the season parking thing for the new place, then I actually processed it, hey it links to moving house next week and its time ! zomg. haha cause due to being in the midst of my really impt exams, I was given the allowance to delay my packing and clearing. so I guess that's why I din felt like I was moving place. but now I do and its really excitingg :) my dad was going thru the schedule for next week and its gonna be a busy one ..

and so I was thinking monday is an awesome day hehe. imagine yl coming back on monday :) hehe plus its the end of my exams yata !! and we get the key to our new place. It's like pomp pomp pomp all in one day. so its gonna be a awesomeness day !! :D and Im gonna do well for the pp too hee

I was thinking that the first thing I would do when I get there when its all accessible to us, I wanna check out the rooftop gardens all. It'd be really cool :)
But my dad says first thing he gonna do is bring my ah ma to check it out ! and I tot that is really cool, why din I tot of that. haha I wanna do that :)

so one bad problem we have is that we need to have a entry card per person to enter the rooftop garden, but we are only given 4 per household. what bout our fifth person? -.- need to pay if you dun have one. how lamee. lool

and so today I went for running with my little sister, and is she so determined ! gosh. first she was the one who wanted running, next she came up with the rounds to run, after she said 3 more rounds ! haha. that is real good, cherie :) I missed running, today was good, Im so gonna do it again. And I wanna join a sport so bad :(

I think I wanna go for a run at the chalet too hehehe Its gonna be real fun and I super cant wait for a greatt week :) till then, harlow bookie ..

upp upp and away :)

2009-12-11T00:22:00.002+08:00

I would start by saying I am feeling so much better, thanks to lovely people. loves :)
I was feeling so demoralized after today's paper and esp so for feeling like I let down the people who wished me well for this pp. I really appreciate it for the encouragement :) I feel a lot better hehe. I would work even harder for the next pp and would not let you all down !!

keep goingg to the ppl still with exams on and we will make it thru. and we can party with everyone after that. thanks for cheering me onn and we will keep goingg !! hehehe

tyl's still not backk :(

i am a flower quickly fading

2009-12-08T17:43:00.001+08:00

what more :)

2009-12-03T23:58:00.002+08:00

won the greatest lottery in the history of humanity, without any payment :>

loving my little laptopie :D

2009-11-26T19:12:00.002+08:00

i gotta a new laptop just for me hahaha so very randomly one evening it was just there and my sis was so staring at me to open it up. cause i was taking a really long time dismantling the box.
hahaha i think its really nice though its not ultra power all but its small which makes the font all smaller and cute. haha. and i can finally surf the net on my bed. lool what a thing i din felt before -_- hahahahaaha

so today i spent the day studying at my room and wow it was goodd. hahaha cause i was finding it really haard to go on at my study desk at the balcony and i needed needed to change sth if not the whole day would not be preductive .. and just right the study tables at my room aint used for ten thousand years. so i cleaned the place up and started work. how effective. hahahhaa super quiet and with the fan on me the whole time, and the toilet just next door. haha but maybe its just today lool

so i was thinking spend more time in your room of so many years, you never gonna see it again come dec. :( wat a thing and i really feel sad alr. my room with my sister, all the different positions we changed our beds to, sometimes tgt, sometimes far away. our dear house where we spent our later childhood in. hahahaa i guess i would have to bring these momories away with mee.

least my family's moving along with me. haha. well, my good ol' house is really good. envy the next family moving in. haha! keep it well lool so on the next topic to my new house, it's in need of space, i think we will really feel the diff, with all the space we want in this flat. haha. cant wait to try the transittingg. lool

tml is study session with the girls yata !! hahaha then followed by dinner with all the bfs at night. wat a weird experience just like at the show friends! haha i like :)

and yl dreamt of me last night hahahahaha so funny. havent worked on some stuff. will get to it bb !

weird weird happyy day lool

2009-11-25T15:23:00.002+08:00

now im having my fav uncle from my parent's clique here at my hse to catch up with my dad. ask about the new house and work stuff. haha makes me so excited about when it's our turn. when we all have our own houses, and we can go over come over as and when to catch up everything. hahha seems so very fun. but right now let's all treasure the moments of dating and sending girls home which we would miss next time when things change,ie living in the same home. yea, the feeling of not having the other permantly with us as and when we want them which might be taken for granted in the near future. haha so three cheers to being with my dear family :DD i will treasure

next up is im so excitedd for after exams i hope it aint a distraction. lool so much fun plans but i gotto get thru this ''i-havta-study-butt-i-so-dunwanna'' period. because its just a bit more to go, i will (reluctantly) do my bestest ... i wana go play with yl :((((((((((((

you are mighty awesome :))

2009-11-17T10:15:00.004+08:00

i love making my sis giggle and giggle when she's not feeling well. hahahahaha. lool i almost forgot i could do that but im glad im back. i realised i wasn't really home the past week. :/

i survived ytd's 3 classes a day. it was exhausting man. but i made it through. hahha i realised it wasnt the usual 3 classes like other normal days. it was all revision classes, so you know how they all stretched the time to cover more. night class was 4 hours some more. hahaha. oh wow. but thanks to yl for his encouragements and zy and stan for taking care of me at night class. all the food and carrying my file for me lool appreciate all that :) i took a cab home and there was surcharge for city 3 dollars !! wait till i move there ggrrr

chalet is decided for dec 17th to 19th !! wait till my mum hears bout it and she will be in a fit. hahahah. she has been complaining we werent really helping out with the moving of house. now im going for chalet when we are moving on the 18th lool. guess i will be transfering from old house to new house to chalet and back quite often at that time. maybe i might accidentally bring my home stuff or two to chalet -.-

we are arranging study time with the girls weekly if possible. seems really interesting and also fun that we can go to alicia's office to study. lool. this friday we are going again. hopefully sharon can join us too.

Christ is in me !!

hope everybody's studies are doing well and mine tooo .. and hope my sista gets well now !! :>
i think this week is quite a heavy week for me, cause i need to cover a lot a stuff so here we go ..

worried?

2009-11-12T22:26:00.002+08:00

[Jesus said,] Look at the birds of the air, they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much valuable than they? Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life? ... Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

- Matthew 6:27, 34 (NIV)

hehehehahhahhahaha a cookies gift pack just for meeee from my brother, ok so my sis has one too. lool

lool comes from hehehe

2009-11-11T22:22:00.002+08:00

harlow harlow !! hahahahaha these days been play study play study which i think is quite unhealthy given how many more days to exam. :<

we found out quite a discovery today at dinnerr and that its boyfriend's day! lool
haha i so miscalculated and really lost track of the dates these days. it was supposed to be next wed, not so fast okayy -_- unfairr so anyway, yl was quite neutral bout it and went on to make sure i knew wat he felt then if it happened to him and dun be unhappyy or wat not so fast. lool. makes sense i guess. and yl was really very irritating todayy tooo haha

had an eventful enjoyable east coast outing last sat. only what i felt was one thing that might not be so good was that when a pair had issues, we cannt solve it all tgt. but to leave it to themselves :( which is inevitable also. soo was reallyy happyy all the couples were there though. looking forward to more such fun days !!

didn't really kept to solid study at school for the whole week. haha. but working on it !! i would try to go for school if i have nth on. we just learnt a new game called hearts and its really fun :D wannnna play again but tml is the solida study dayy for play day i willl raahhh

ahh lool

2009-11-05T22:52:00.004+08:00

bad timing :< haha my bf is so free but im having exams soon so gotto be studying much ..
lool lool i want my holidays !! but i totally gotto work hard and get done with this lap hahaha :)
and i will try my bestest to go spend time with tyl lool :)) i miss you, ya know :D

yayy been studyingg in school with yvonne these days and it feels like one big family everyone :))
hahaha i hope everyone push on tgt and keep goingg !! and we will all hit the finishing line ..
cant waitt for the weekends to totally play play play !! heh heh

ps my chatterbox is retarded .. >:

THIS IS IT

2009-11-01T00:20:00.002+08:00

OMYGOSH the movie was DA BOMB totally awesome
reminded me of how much i like MJ. lol
seriously makes me wanna dance and sing.
hahaha it must be extremely cool to be on stage performing with him
all the thrill and excitement of all those dancers and singers and music-players
seems like so much fun :DD
i like how he gives stage time to the other performers, telling them its their time to shine
even though it was just rehearsals and MJ was in long pants and jacket, it was still really great
i super like the new version of thriller and save the earth.
i like the girl rock guitarist and the little girl in the save the earth vid. so adorable!
reminds me of all the nice MJ songs i have been listening since young
such a super big pity the actual concert wasnt held D:
pls super pls, go watch it!!
it still feel so magical even after the show
and i wannna watch it again!!

hahahaha crazy man, the show and it was just the rehearsals!?
lol even now, my bro is playing smooth criminal on his bass guitar :D heh
haha super nice and im really gonna watch again !!
today was greatt though yl (youliang hehe) couldnt come for the movie cause he had a hangover.
haha i felt really good and nice with my family :))
my dad was so excited bout today when it's just dinner and movie. lol
he was like '' tomorrow going you know'' ytd.
sth we always remind each other when we were going on an overseas trip the next day
and when we are all super excited about.
that's how excited he is. hahah
and it really was greatt today :)) lol
like a little kiddie, my dad was
even when he got his pack of nuts he so wanted. he was smiling grinning away
one thing really funny was when we went to check out bras to buy,
my mum msged him we were at the bra section, he replied '' yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee''
sth i would never expect. it was really funnyy lool
i love family time :))
i super hope yl gets well sooon :(
youliang, get well sooon and lets go watch this is it tgt

worth

2009-10-27T12:37:00.002+08:00

watching my cutie sister prepare for school is most amusing. she would pack and carry all her things but stand there waiting for the time to pass. ''it's still early'' she says. lol and she will start asking qns like have she brought this, should she bring that. haahha and she puts down her bag cause there's a change in plans. hahahahhahaha

my parents bought MJ tix for our whole family and yl for this sat since last duno when when the movie was told to be coming out. hahaha. so kan chiong. i guess since he is afterall our childhood star, we should support him in that way? lol

i am sad to say i am still in the playing mode ?! haha buck up now

LET NOT

2009-10-22T22:06:00.003+08:00

“Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.”
In all things, know that greatt and mighty things are comingg your way :))

These few days, I have been feeling quite fidgety prolly due to thinking I'm way behind in studies. yl's been rushing me in my studies as well. I will work hardd! just do your best, do everythingg you can :)) haha

today at studies I felt really comfy like last sem :) though we may go different routes and directions and who knows how the future might be, but one thing is for sure, im glad for this season lool and sunday is gonnna be fun time

saviour of the undeserving at the right place at the right time what is there to worry??

tomorrow im gonna run run run to loose the stress ...

christmas is comingg

2009-10-21T17:01:00.002+08:00

decos for christmas are alr being put up at orchard road and it's only oct. hahaha. and it'd be the end of the year alr. time for many things to happen. lol. im glad im somewhere back on track again :)

yl's bday means some planning to do :D, maybe a netball friendly match means lots of trainings to work on, exams means lots to study!, christmas means fun is comingg, holidays! means ah hah! and moving house time which might means many things to pack and clear at home.

i would really miss my current home of how many maybe 8 years. haha. but its really excitingg to have a change in environment i guess. plus its even closer to central and it'd be much more convenient than ever. plus it's just across from my ah ma hse. ahh :))

friendship

2009-10-15T19:52:00.006+08:00

today is my pa's bday! and things have been crazy rushing for us. haha. we had our very first sakae sushi buffet as a family and it was quite an experience. like we would tell each other to eat this eat that. its nice i like. lol. so random and unusual but i like :) also we just got back from my ah ma hse celebration and my parents are off for their casino cruise for the night. so unfairr >: lool

that's for today hee. also i wana blog about sth that though i so wanna dun bother but the issue just seems to be there lingering somewhere. and i feel quite troubled about it. but its bad talking about ppl and though i so dun think its right to do. i still did say what happen which i feel bad about it. oh well. its done. but its so hard to let it go. so much irony so much hypocrisy but im not doing a thing. aint you just running away like everytime?

but i like that after a while when you shift focus to jesus, it doesn't really matter. all those little things that bother you so much just really dun hold as much as it did before. and even after that while, i guess you slowly understand what you really must do at the end and that fire in your life really fades away.

that's what i like about life
and friendships are worth fighting for, all those memories.
i guess though certain things you dun understand,
maybe there are some reasons, maybe there are some hardship,
i guess i will hope for the best

thank you abba, i know you lovee me :)) hee

the perfect offering :))

2009-10-11T23:42:00.002+08:00

ahh the album i have been waiting for has came out :D lol love it :)

today me and yl went to surprise alicia at her place with her bday presents :D
hahaha johnson joined us after for subway and we went back for a game of rummy
hehehe kinda hook on rummy recently. really fun and challenging. i like :)

happyy happyy place

2009-10-07T21:47:00.003+08:00

lool so much for being emo.

sth to be happyy about :D
elmo finally meets cookie monster :))
see how happy they are

my sister's homemade macarons !!
they have feet !! exclaims LOL

bday-filled oct :D

2009-10-04T20:17:00.004+08:00

my sista managed to make macarons! awesome:) right on the 2nd try, it was successful:D i realised it was really tough to make. cause you need to have the right amt of mixing so it wouldn't sink and it's got to be slightly crispy. and we finally made the next batch that was good :)

lol i think my mummy reads my blog. harlow, mummy:)

talking bout bdays. there's really a lot this time. alicia's though for 30th sept, sikai's on 1st oct, my brother's coming up this fri 9 oct, ziyang's 12th oct, my pa's on the 15th and lixin's for 19th, celebrating on the 17th. chermaine's 21st party on the 18th. not sure if we will be going. and clarice and charmian is on oct too. still rem last year's celebration at island creamery, also for charles and yeu keed. love it!

lol so much laughing at our balcony again :D i will miss this corner of ours..

today's thoughts :D Rahh

2009-09-29T22:48:00.003+08:00

my little sister makes me wanna go do the stuff that i have passion in. she's learnt jap on her own and can even play jap games on the DS and actually understand?!
i wana go for sports man. i should plan frisbee/ captain's ball/ bball matches sometimes, cause it is good to go. haha. esp when hannah comes back, cause i know she really likes a good match:) can vs anne, david, lala that group if possible. that'd be cool. hah hah hah -.- can even re-match T33 or T32 in the games. i so wanna arrange sth lidat. lol:D

next up is when my brother plays La Bamba on his actual bass guitar totally reminds me of guitar hero playing. hahahaha. really makes me feel happyy LOL

i think tyl looks totally adorable behind the wheel in the car:D and learning to ride the motorcycle seems really fun actually.

my little sister really is into making macarons. she actually bought the stuff and did the egg white stuff alr :D she really does the things she set herself to do. i salute.

i like when my family makes it a point to send each other out the door when we are going out. i think i started that. heh heh heh

im glad for how things work out, though with uncertainty. but for now, it seems all good. happyy bday, alicia:) may you enjoy yourself manymany tomorrow:D

and happyy 19th month, tyl. i like that despite all the crazy schedule, we make time out for each other:)

yayee

2009-09-27T23:29:00.002+08:00

yay, alicia drove me today:D yippee. hahaha but i din take a photo!? oh well. my collection of photos of my friends-drivers ain't working too well. lol. alicia could drive me today only under the supervision of her dad. haha. so still a little bit shaky there. but all's good:) wenta visit alicia's ah ma at the hospital and she is really so cute:) haha. in the elderly sort of way. no idea how to explain it. but i like her ah ma. i think she's doing really well, given her age. she's really friendly and nice:) and can speak all sort of language. even english. pro man:D and alicia takes really good care of her, that's how blessed she is:)

went for dinner with alicia and her dad after that at hollandV. alicia's dad always has some good stories to share and even advices for the business working world. never fail to learn a thing or two when he's sharing his stuff. haha. and F1 racing can be heard everywhere man. lol i miss last year's experience:)

church service was super awesome today, really haha. it was held in the indoor stadium today cause of the F1 racing all, so not convenient to be held back at suntec. there were pre-services which was surprisingly really fun. cause almost everyone participated and it really felt very comfortable and friendly the whole atmosphere. we did some kallang wave stuff and the ppl refused to stop. lol. and there were many huge bball filled with air being passed/bounced all over the stadium used as games. the ppl all were so excited as though they were little kids trying to get a hit on the giant balls. super LOL. even ppl who din get to touch them definitely had their fair share of laughter. :D and that was only pre-service?

lol! praise and worship without doubt, my favorite part would not differ in terms of my liking of today's service. haha. oh so awesome:) message was about restoration today, be it objects, finances, relationships etc. daddy god will restore back seven folds:) you get what i mean. and that we have that positive expectation of good-hope inside of us. i like that:) i think i couldn't really relate to the restoration area at the moment like i never really lost anything or what. :S

i also liked the announcement vid where they made an imitation of singapore idol. and their cast really acted like the 3 judges:) really hilarious haha i hope it goes up to youtube:D

amazing:)

2009-09-26T10:45:00.002+08:00

'that's God. so God.' has been coming on my mind quite often. and i like that. many things wouldn't have turn out the way it is on my own. and i'm choosing the good part each day:)) ahh lol i like how things have become heh

maybe i will start twitter soon :D twit

my thoughts:)

2009-09-25T14:57:00.004+08:00

firstly, isn't twitter just a line of sth. and we can just do in a blog. lol. only I will scribble it all down once, maybe that's the diff. but oh well, here goes!

I hate the attitude of the chicken rice uncle! omgosh. i tell myself time after time never to get food from there. but i still did. lol. it's nice to eat and convenient in terms of ordering and deciding. but i really cant stand him! wat horrible attitude >:

I'm sitting on most of my friend's cars alr. just got a ride from johnson and alicia ytd to and fro yl's place. hahaha. now i wana collect photos of the driver front of my friends:D so far, i rode on Sharon's, Yvonne's, Barney's, Clement's, Johnson's :) hahahah. can't recall any others. lixin, ashley, ck, me and yl, let's work hard on getting those license man:D

okay, suddenly my 'twitter' ain't really twitter anymore -.-
and i got sth which is mighty awesome:)) and that the lord is my defense :DD
hehehehe hehehehe

double portion for mee:))wowee

2009-09-23T14:39:00.013+08:00

many things to blog but I will just go for generally what I want to achieve for now:)

--> don't let the many things in this world get in your head:)

--> make up even when you so don't wanna:) it benefits you, indefinitely

--> drop nonconstructive issues:) they never help

--> don't go by feelings, you know how fickle-minded you are:)

--> be appreciative even for the littlest of things:)

--> smooch tyl at moments you least feel like it:) lol it does wonders to both

--> spend more quality time with dearest family:)

--> make time for good friends- catch up and hang out:)

--> work hard for exams on a sem-y basis:) and never fail again!

--> do some exercise once you think about it:) not anything else

--> live life to the utmost fullest cause that's how life is:)

--> get to know JESUS more and more each day:) LOVES:))

What If I Give All

2009-09-17T21:06:00.002+08:00

i like this song:))))

awaits THE LEGEND OF SPYRO!!

2009-09-09T14:49:00.001+08:00

heh heh heh heh heh omg. seems really really fun!! played the first and second and it's one of my few favorite games. now spyro 3 is coming out!! heh heh
and the people they used for the voices are so unexpected but i like!

brownie fun:D

2009-09-06T19:09:00.000+08:00

had a baking session today with my sis and mum. i think brownie baking is much easier than cookies. though the brownie doesn't look really presentable:D, it's good to eat. hahaha. very nicee. i din expect that actually. not bad not bad.

also played the play station with my sister! our fav childhood game tgt. crash bendicoot racing. we always made it to 1st and 2nd placing each race but this time, easy mode seem so tough suddenly. haha. so we came up with the excuse that the characters were secretly training in the game, while we didn't touch them for years. lol-.- anyway, after getting the hang of it again, we got back to 1st, 2nd now and then:D and i like how we do it cooperatively even though its a competitive game.

unearned, unmerited, undeserving- I LIKE:))

2009-09-05T11:44:00.002+08:00

yesterday was our potluck session at hannah's place! haha. yl went along too. we got grilled chicken and haagen-dazs small little tubs of ice cream:D johnson couldnt go cause he's off to taiwan! quickly come back, retarded johnson!! lol.the food was da best. hahaha. awesome! hannah's mum cooked fish curry, there was nice otah from alicia. a lot of desserts- sal's strawberry cheesecake, violet's longan jelly and yenling's hand-made nutella macarons was the best!! can't imagine it could be made on our own. but really, really good:) haha little kyara joined us from time to time and adeline was with us too:) alicia's dad sent us all home after that:) haha of course, not forgetting yl's self-taken photos. i like:D

earlier in the morning, i popped up at hazwani's house cause it's also her 20th yesterday! haha. nice:) but i forgot it was their fasting period also. haha i still remembered when we had netball competition and haz and lynn gotto fast. so tough?! but it was really fun at those competitions and i wont forget:) and now lynn is recovering from torn ligament op, i will go visit her soon if possible:)

last thurs i felt really accomplished at study after morning class. cleared certain doubts and even helped stan with the economics taught in class. haha. im not totally useless kay:D and mr tan you liang injured his finger at camp due to distraction. tsktsk. i have nothing else to say:/ but maybe un-declare his title otherwise more stuff happen :S he is therefore officially the most alert and careful guy i know:DD

this weekend yl 's not out of camp cause he's covering for last week's leave. so i will see him on tues. my little sister wana bake brownies after playing her sims3. so funny that sims3 will make you feel like doing stuff that you did while playing:D
haha. so it's study session for me these few days:D wana try make macarons tooo!!

blogger

2009-09-02T12:29:00.001+08:00

haha got this from yan's blog: http://www.oncewed.com/
cute wedding photos! omg:)
thank you, daddy god for many things in life :))))))))
and yl is officially blur king from this moment on..

aug was a blast, now for sept:)

2009-09-01T21:10:00.004+08:00

wenta check out central again today after class. and there were so many stuff that i missed out to blog the other time. lol. i went to the artsy artsy shop to buy stuff for my aunt. bought those sticker stuff to make hand-made cards. awesome. and there was 20% discount for students and last day was today! haha. should have bought manymany other stuff. im in love with such scrapbook design stuff, just like im in love with cakes and cookies! and not forgetting the crazy enormous fruit tart thing at one of the floors. i so must try it out one day even if it means 6 or 7 bucks for a slice. the banana one! :)

today is a good day. i like going to my ah ma house tooo. haha, for the umpteenth time i mentioned. and alicia passed all her papers for last sem as well as my other aunt who passed her insurance exam today. haha. that's what a good day is! :) and my little sister's hooked on sims3 now. haha:D was supposed to go out with her to ION today cause she wana have the beijing duck thing. it is actually not a rip-off, but rather very cheap actually. lol. so we will go another day when the time's good:D

yesterday, i had a short study time at hougang mall's macs. and it proved to be very effective. i shall do more of that! haha. wanted to study on there and wait for yl to wake up on his own, but i realised if i buy my breakfast of hash brown and orange juice, it'd be good if i actually bought a whole meal thing. so i woke him up for his breakfast. lol. which was good cause he had to return a key to his camp by lunch time which he forgotten to pass it on -.- i have yet to officially declare him as blur king, but soon to be soon to be. :D followed by a quick browse for wii games at the game shop and a short haircut tgt at his mum's. and more playing of rayman rabbit mini games. haha. i likee. and off to f8 class at night.

i find it amazing how ppl would do more to better improve themselves though it is not necessary. haha. but why not? learn more stuff whilst young. awesome!

watched final destination 4 last sunday, i find that such shows do not lay much effect on me unlike the past, where i would be really so freaked out after such shows. probably due to watching too much of goriness or horror. and so very random to meet seong hoon with his gf in the theatre at the end. lol. after was lan time and we played half life and CS. i like that we all played as a team against com. haha. that was fun, definitely.

played the poker for the firstest time on sat at barney's place. poker's fun! omgosh. real addictive too. haha cant wait to play again sometime soon. i dun really get the bluffing thing yet. but will work on it. i guess its good also, cause everyone can join in to play and win:D and it was our 18th month anni too. super fast and it was a great day:DD
me want cookie:)) heh heh

i do have much stuff to blog but i'll end here -.- and also fb and blogger's quite very screwed up:/
anyway, life's a blast:DD lol

in for greatt things in life! xD

2009-08-28T11:56:00.000+08:00

I WANT MY COOKIE!!!

the joy of the lord is my strength:))

2009-08-26T11:12:00.000+08:00

i have been letting too many things get in my head.
now im gonna go back to my joyful self, i dun care:D

busy days

2009-08-24T23:31:00.001+08:00

havent really been blogging last few days, so i shall continue on it.
met up with janice last thurs after class with stan and ziyang:) clement had to go off to clear work stuff! it was fun exploring orchard central tgt! it was my first time too. lol. we ate at the jap place on one of the high floors. i dun really like the food, only the fried chicken stuff. and can you imagine, there is rock climbing in the shopping mall. im like how can?! but it really is. so coool. only there are also ladder-based. so quite interesting. maybe i can go try if it isn't a rip-off. and the lump of sliver thing in the middle of the mall was really funny. haha. my sis says it represents a cloud. but so weird and random?! :S haha. as well as the tall girl, really tall girl was also very funny. our attempt of taking a picture of her failed:D lol.

oh yea, and me and yl checked out ION the day before. and how i regretted not bringing the camera D: so many nice stuff to take. the food we ate. we were like trying out most of the foodstuff at the basement. and we even went for the beijing duck thing for 6 bucks. lol. there were just 5 slices, and it was nice to eat. ahha. but overpriced i guess. and not forgetting jelly beans for being random. lol that was one good day too

friday we wenta collect yl's passport and went for vivo to hang out. cause there was some bank admin stuff to settle. we also met chongwee's parents there. also very random. and we officially cannot shop for presents. haha. always end up without the gift after so long of walking. haha. im glad we did get the next day:D

saturday was the class dinner for the couple's birthday:D went earlier to get stuff, settle stuff and met lixin and ashley halfway. so we hang out at the arcade till time for fish and co! the sparklers were really unplanned for, but i should have known cause it was fish and co after all. haha. so many happy smiles, so i guess that was great:D

today dropped by alicia's place to visit her ah ma. but din really managed to talk much to her also:( i pray all things go well. johnson was there too! alicia's dad talked to us a lot bout politics and his work and life. ahha. so funny, but quite interesting to hear things i nv thought about. it was really good info, i guess:D we played card games with adeline as well, till time for me to leave for class.

so i had my audit class as usual on a monday:D lol. and today leonard joined us for the class. and as always, the lecturer comes out with really interesting jokes and facts. some i know he made up and are unreal. lol. while waiting for the bus to home, my brother appeared and came over. hahaha. i like random meetup on the way home with my siblings:D

haha, and so photos are up for sat's class dinner:)

results today

2009-08-17T23:24:00.000+08:00

hahaha. to think i posted so much ytd, yet i had some stuff i forgot to mention. and that was results day today! i wasn't at all concern till at the instant i realized that i was actually going to really know my results for real. so scary, and as like last sem. yl helped me see the results first, and he let me know. i cant looked at it myself. zz

my results was what i expected but i definitely aimed higher for tax. haha. i actually liked tax at the ending of last sem. lol. but its good. i failed crazy killer last paper F7 by quite a bit of marks. now i have to add it on to my already heavy papers F5 F8 F9. :D lol seems crazy, but i think im on for it. no one else would be taking 4 pps this time. so i gotto work real well this sem. hahaha. and play hard in dec. this dec we have such a shorter break, no fair. must plan it really well. cause next sem would be professional levels. :O and it would be back to studying really hard. zz im gonna start my full-time study again!! lol

started preparing for class outing this sat, after i tot it was good to go! it's fish and co this time. nicee. no one gets sick of fish and co. :D yl asked half of the ppl, but many of mine din really replied:/ i will leave it at that:( hope a lot a ppl can make it. maybe can watch a movie before or sth. we will see. off to bed. goodnight!

my very own netball;))

2009-08-16T22:28:00.000+08:00

hahaha finally, after searching high and low east and west(blah blah), i finally got my very own netball of a price i like, though the colour and texture is not what i expected. but its a netball. hahaha. so random to find it today.

today was is an awesome day:)) haha. i had a great sleep, slept early last night and slept good till i woke. sometimes you wake up knowing today would be good. today is that kinda day. lol. so i got up, careful not to ruin the day. lol. as in really doing things quite a little slowly. haha. thinking bout it now, it seems really funny. but i cant imagine such a day. also, i was so much less sensitive all. lol. definitely not only because i woke up good.

haha. so while in the bathroom, my mum said she would go buy breakfast downstairs. lol. i have no idea why was i happy? about that. i duno man. i duno how to explain today. it was just happyy, like a happyy day. haha. okay anyway, my sis got up too, and we went into dying her hair. haha. it was fun and just enjoyable being there watching my mum dye my sis's hair. lol. i had my share of dye too, on some bit of hair. but not much obvious. haha. i was just happy that i just wanted to play play dye my hair for the fun of it, and my mum still went along to help me with it. lol. and she made porridge for us:)) lol. mummy, i duno if you'd be reading this, but i think you made my day today. haha:D

so i left home with my mum and sis sending me off at the door. hahaha. usually, i would do that for my ppl. i din know it would bring such joy. lol. okay. pardon me today. it is a great day, you see. lol. my bro and dad aint at home, not even now. now, its just me and my little sister. my little sister cut her hair, i think she look really cute now. lol. seriously. :) haha.

okay, so i left home feeling good. really, like knowing today is going to be great. even if, i'm not sure what's going to happen all. haha. oh ya, me and yl wanted to go jurong east swimming again. but my mum saw seng kang swimming place on the papers today and told me bout it, so why not check it out:D so near his place also. haha. plus with all the attractive water-slides. but not as good as jurong east, pls just go for jurong east swimming. seng kang has only water slides, which weren't all that fun, we tried. there was one fun looking one, the twisting slides which literally 2 slides side-by-side twisting down tgt, and we wanted to go for that and see who comes out first. but, it ain't function able D: boo okay, what else are there. playground for the kids, overcrowding jacuzzi, and indoor and outdoor standard pool. today is a sunday. it was packed D: haha

oh yea, i always liked that we go look for new places ourself, as in by following map, and searching for the place we are going. it's fun. lol. sometimes we just argue bout the way to go. haha. so today was also so hot hahaha. so ridiculous. and while walking to the swimming complex, it felt like some desert place man. and a 7-eleven halfway there in the HDB felt so like the oasis and so random too. and we had crunch ice cream for the next half way in the desert -.- heh

so back to swimming, we actually swam for less than 2 hours. haha. because ck asked if we wana watch the movie where got ghosts tgt and they also got their tickets for 4 plus. and since there was nothing much to do at the pool and it was so crowded which really suck. we decided to rush for the 4plus show at vivo with them. haha. and i accidentally took my time at showering. i have no idea why also. it didn't occur to me to rush when it was obvious we had to. hahaha. but we made it just in time, it just started and was in the funny song thing. so that was good.

and at the LRT, there were like so many ppl kite-flying. haha. it was really a beautiful sight from high up at the station. the whole big field with ppl here and there, with all the coloured kites flying above. really nicee. hahaha, so we ran really quickly right after we left the mrt and to gv. so super tiring after. the movie was quite frightening for me. haha. and so many little kids watching too. there was this little girl sitting beside yl, and she seem so unafraid while i was basically covering my sight for parts of the show haha.

after the movie was sakae sushi with sharon and ck! hah. we can all go for cruise at the end of the year. dat'd be fun if we all go tgt. dinner was good, but i ate too full. i dun like doing so. the both of them stopped by at a sports shop after dinner. that's where i found my the netball. haha. it was of another colour and with all the soccer and volleyball. but i could tell it was a netball surely. and yes it was. and i got it! -.- lol i am so happyy haha. thanks for stopping by that shop;D

haha i think now ck's at yl's hse for stayover to play games. and what a long post today, i blogged myself happy. haha. the end

netballuxion

2009-08-15T20:56:00.000+08:00

today we had the street netball at velocity organised by NUS. haha. the court they made were so super small, so hard to play. it wasn't the best of events organised i feel. but i feel what i would find most very enjoyable was playing bball at the nearby bball net with the netball with both YL and johnson during the games interval. hahaha, we played 6 of us VS the 2 guys. and were they not bad. haha. so were we. that was fun. thanks so much for coming down:)) and 8 of us actually went to play the soccer table thing. so funny. haha. each one played a stick. haha. so much screaming and noise we made.

for the netball games itself, i personally found it quite demoralizing, like i lost so many stupid passes all, so lame. lol. duno what was i doing also. haha. but quite an experience i guess. oh ya, thanks to my mummy and sikai for coming down also. very sorry, i din inform you all that we ended in the noon:( oh ya, and not forgetting the lame goodie bag we got from the event, guess what weird stuff were in it? -- spaghetti, sunflower oil, sanitary pad. sooo lame.. and other usual and random stuff like shoe bag, water bottle, zouk entry pass, waxing, tanning vouchers, magazine.

after netball, we had thai lunch tgt at the bali thai, it wasnt very good. haha. followed by going to yl's place for mj with johnson and alicia. hahaha. was fun. i like:) was supposed to go ashley's place with lixin, but another time we go again:D dinner at subway and back home with alicia:D hahaha. im glad yl's mum is doing well after her operation ytd. and i hope her and yl's sis get well soon!

mj again and again:D

2009-08-12T15:00:00.002+08:00

hahaha. ytd was mj again after bball at ashley's place. played with sharon(alternate with ck at times), yl and ashley shared with lixin! i dun usually play by myself, only if there's a space then i wana play. haha. was fun. ashley won a lot a lot. and we ordered in pasta mania, i super like the aglio olio with prawns:D hahaha. even yl liked his aglio olio with his meatball. told you this pasta was nice. heh. and lixin keeps skipping school! tsktsk:D

bball was fun too, but the sun was terrible near the noon. lucky we started later. we played couples match and all three of us tied, losing to the other. haha. something funny happened- once, when the ball rolled off out of the court. and one passerby was walking by and the ball was clearly gonna hit her. but she didn't realised and the ball just went right under her as in between her legs and through, without her realising. lol! hahaha. we got quite shock for that instant:D haha everyone's shots were not bad, sharon's and ck's ones were strong haha. and i like orange snowshake:))
both coups alicia johnson yvonne chong wee couldn't join us.
haha i think i feel like organising captain's ball/frisbee/bball/soccer for our T23 class in one of the months. hahaha. it'd be like PE times or sports day:D

today there's no lessons but im trying to catch up on stuff. and my brother asked me out to have lunch tgt!!:DD lol. so shocked and funny. haha. usually i would buy back or he will go. but today he asked if wana go try out the new yong tau foo store downstairs tgt:D
and im so lazy to do a bit of exercise at home today. which i know i ought to since competition's near. haha. but.. tomorrow i will, do extra even. go pull yl to do sth with me. lol. maybe cycling at his place. long far distance cycling. or just running. or just wii sports -.- nice try, sheryl..

oh, i'd better just go do some abs training or stamina thing now.... zz

foood

2009-08-10T16:24:00.001+08:00

haha. i realised i am very particular about food. if it's not nice, i wont eat alr. that is so very bad >:
i'd better do sth about that. either order the food properly or try to finish it. lol.

last friday's trg was funn. lol. i was really satisfied with myself for being quite self discipline to run 5 rounds at the track. haha. i ran with sel for 2 rounds and the other 3 was on my own before that. ;D
haha. trg was good, im impressed that even after not trg for months and months, i think my ball skills are still quite there. hee. oh yea, the shoes are okayokay. i guess i will stick with them. they dun look so bad too. ya, johnson and adeline (alicia's sister) came for trg too. funfun. and we played a little frisbee after all the ball work. and of course, not forgetting prata at the nearby prata shop at CCAB. :D best!

on saturday, i went to yl's hse with alicia. we played a bit of wii. haha. really interesting. johnson joined us a while later after his collection of driving license, and with prata for breakfast again. hahaha. we 4 played a round of mj and our winnings and loses between each couple tallied quite well, so it was good and fun:D sharon and ck came and the 4 of them played their couple mj, while i tried out some new games at the wii with yl. there was one game that seem really fun to play, we tried a bit but the game kept hanging:( haha. maybe we ought to get the original. while going for late lunch and buying back for the ppl, lixin and ashley came and take over ck at mj, and ck played the com as usual. haha. yl showed me his current game play of fallout3 when we got back. have to fight all the weird looking creatures and huge cockroach. haha. his kinda game i guess. lol. for dinner, we went for cafe cartel at hougang mall. the place stinks, the quality sucks D: i dun like. bleahh. haha. on the whole, it was a good outing!
yvonne and chong wee couldn't join us this time B:

for national day, we had 2 services at church. boy, it was really packed earlier. haha. from 4 services a day to just 2 seems really squeezy. but it was good. i love the service. haha. we prayed for the nation and the leaders. i like that. after that, went for a little shopping with my sister:) i like our singapore flag! haha. NDP was superb as every year is. and i think i saw xian yao on tv:D haha

today is a holiday, but tyl is in camp and my sis has gone out with her pri. school friend. and my parents are out now and then, and my bro is always out. haha. feels normal i guess. i have been studying good since morning so that is awesome:D

tomorrow'd be basketball day! hahaha. at bishan area, near ashley's hse. i hope all can come and play:) dat'd be really fun! im also not sure who is bringing the ball, but if no one can bring, i dun mind buying a ball! been wanting to do so for quite some time alr. which reminds me, i bought a mini wii controller which shoots out sweets for yl from candy empire. hope he likes it :? haha

saturday is our street netball thing at novena square, velocity!! it should last the whole day and even overnight, maybe if we make it to the next round and so on. hahaha. maybe it's not very near yet, so i dun feel totally excited and nervous about it, like i would back in school days. i guess its because we din really prepare much for it ): haha. we only did one trg. which i am aching quite a bit from it nowadays.. lol. quite chui. so anyway, do come support if you are free:) johnson and yl are coming. and im hoping my family would come, cause they have nv seen me played before after so many years. lol. this might be one good chance, though its not my peak play of game, as in in my best of form. haha :D

so back to study again:))

sad day but i'll make it better:))

2009-08-07T15:30:00.001+08:00

my newest netball sports shoes are stolen.... so crappy.
and i think im sure that it happened when i was in the house. :O so retarded.
but, i wont dwell on it i guess. i will go do the things i wana do. haha. go buy another pair sooon for tRg later, and go run a lot a lot. dat would help me. haha. no point dwelling on some lost shoes, since i will get another new one. haha. Daddy God, bless that fellow who stole it. haha. i do need a pair so might as well quick go get one and season it before next week's match.
yep, cant wait for tRg really. and i almost din want to go. it was all so unexpected and disappointing today. but, somehow i still have this expectation of good and i cant wait for sth, but i duno what it is:D

so about yesterday. it was AWESOME!! :)) lol. i had a morning class and arrived real early to get seats. so i guess i started it good. i dun like to be late for class. then it was sakae sushi with the guys :D did we eat a lot. it was good chat and eating. haha. they wanted to have a toast, so they made me have a cup as well :/ lol. i tot i was gonna die after drinking it. lol. was cool. we bought the latest nike bag for stan. it was so super nice but one thing was that stan is a pro big adidas lover. zzz.. lol. but it's reallly nice wat. lol i like sushi:)

haha. next on yesterday was southies meetup. GREATT!! haha. havent posted the photos and video. shall do it sooon. i love hearing bout what they are up to and all. lol. about Jo as hong lao shi, clarice soon-to-be coach, joel busy with NDP, charles and his aeroplane, hui yi doing great at her NUS real estate, charmian after her stomach flu, dave at work, going back with yangyan, JG being late. haha. playing boardgames is reallly FUN:DD

hehe. back to a bit of study and going to get my shoes sooon. lol.

05aug2009

2009-08-05T23:51:00.001+08:00

little cherie's bday is today!!
hahaha. we celebrated early in the morning before my parents go for work and my sis to her school. was greatt!:))
after went to meet up with tyl to get his new passport, but found out we had to bring his old one. so it was quite a wasted trip there.
haha. also we went to check out wat was wrong with the wii, only to realise some funny error yl made. hee. none the less, it was a greeat random day with the chatting and a bit of cycling to and from hougang!!
and little cherie came up my bus on the way home. awesome!! haha so we went home tgt and can catch up:D

last sunday we had a celebration at barney's place. haha. it was supposed to be for lunch, but we went back to his place for more fun. we also haad steamboat BBQ. really awesome cause it was all unexpected but it all went well and great! haha. yvonne baked a bday cake with chongwee's sister! so sweet :)) the cake was niceee!! and the drawing's so cute:D im glad the both of them enjoyed the bday!! and all the rest of us as well.

tomorrow after class, we are gonna celebrate stan's bday! and i heard its gonna be sushi!! great!! Duno what to get for him, he doesn't want any present:/ and later in the night. meeting beloved southies!! finally hee. tomorrow's great!

next sat is street netball competition and yl is gonna watch me play for the first time. so quite nervous lol. this friday we might have training. i do hope there is, cause i havent trained for so very long:D yea, i bought my netball shoes last sat with alicia. haha. finally, they made shoes just for netball. :D

cant wait for all the other exciting stuff this aug:))

hahaha

2009-08-04T14:19:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow is little cherie's bday!! yay. she is so cute when she's quite worried when someone asked her out on her bday. hahah. im sure she will have a great time:))

wii fun :D

2009-07-31T16:09:00.001+08:00

TYL just got an advanced birthday present from his mom. haha. Nintendo wii. but so far we only gotten wii sports game to play. haha. it was really fun! lol. competing in baseball, tennis. and how we 'exercise' so much:D lol. its really good for group games. cant wait for more games to play. hahaha :D

back to study. maybe gonna get sports shoes tomorrow with alicia:)) aug is going to be fun!! :D

1st prize

2009-07-29T18:12:00.000+08:00

baby, i give you first prize.
happyy anniversary :))

name above all names

2009-07-27T23:11:00.000+08:00

Its been some great days since I got back from HongKong!! haha. there was so much shopping there and I officially cannot stand long hours of shopping :D lol. I made sure I get stuff back for my family all and also for yl's family. haha. since I am able to go for this trip without them for the first time. I felt quite independent. When considering what to get for my parents, boy were they tough to think. haha. I can't seem to think of anything to get for them. so I decided what my dad wants would be for us to enjoy ourselves greatly and for my mum was to bring money back, dun spend all. haha. so of course, I did both. heh.

sat was the hillsong concert!! and was it awesome as always. :D the whole expo was super packed. It was all really good. :) pastor was real humorous, tho my brother thinks he did not really preached in context. haha. He brought 21 friends along from his church. There were definitely hundreds of ppl there. Tho some new songs I haven't heard before, some were good. :)

Sunday we went for church, but we send my brother to his and we all had breakfast tgt. haha. did I mention how much I love being with the family. :D lol. my brother entertaining humoring my sister at the back seat in the car. my parents discussing chatting at the front. I love these moments :D haha.

after was escape theme park with us three coups :D lixin ashley sharon ck
It was unforgettable, definitely. haha I truly had a great time! me and yl went with the aim of conquering every ride, and we did it! lol. tho with the rainbow and inverter down and without the kiddy rides. haha. I guess what's memorable would be the viking ship and kart driving. These are what I would sit for a few times more. haha. the haunted house was quite short and nothing special. but I think it was really fun being with the ppl and screaming covering our heads moving real slowly tgt. lol. oh yea, not forgetting the bumper boat, spraying water at everyone was really fun too. tho it got us all wet. same with the log ride thing. but after sitting twice of viking, the log ride wasn't as scary as it should be, I feel. :D

another thing I would keep with me was the carnival games, the little stall games to win china-made soft toys, but we still played and even spent a good sum on them. haha. 2.50 each is a big rip-off, man. But I guess it's good we had fun and spend some time there. haha. yl won his 1st prize alligator, was he smiling so happilyy after that :D lol and I got my little blue whale from the horse-racing. we all had our china-made soft toys in the end, something to bring back to rem the outing. haha. I also liked the orange bubble tea :D

for dinner, we had BBQ chicken recommended by lixin. I din know it was so good to eat! so tasty haha. I thought it was some random fastfood place, maybe because the lighting seems super bright and normal and the name seem quite fastfood-like. But the BBQ food stuff are really goood. Do try if you haven't. :D

hong kong

2009-07-21T22:14:00.003+08:00

a short trip to hong kong tomorrow with my aunt. haha. sort of a getaway holiday for her. so I'm gonna do a short blog and go sleep soon.

just ended my night class with all the working ppl. one thing bad bout it is somehow the ppl sitting beside me always seemed to be under great stress. constantly sighing and flipping the pges furiously or even banging on the table, maybe just slightly. but they are all so irritating! what's wrong with the ppl?! lol.

i wonder if im ready for the trip. it feels so sudden and weird. but of cause, whats impt is my aunt has a great time there. and i will be the best listening ear i can be. haha. and i will be back by friday.

after that would be our wildwild wet trip on sat. haha. the long-awaited outing there. and hillsong concert. :D

sunday will be ECP outing and TYL, do rem to settle your off for sunday if you are reading this. and i will miss you xD

"This is Home"

2009-07-17T22:15:00.003+08:00

Switchfoot - THE CHRONICLES OF NARNIA

MY FAVOURITE

lol! XD

2009-07-15T12:33:00.009+08:00

there's a shop at Raffle's place selling all the paper scrapbook stuff. i like these kinda shops.

the swimming pool was quite small and the environment was so stuffy. so swimming another time. haha. but really interesting tho.

ah so lovely! cupcakes the colors are just very nice.'

and yl got one for me to eat before class.
it was great! XD

my little nieces and nephews celebrating their ah gong's bday :)

and I found out my mum has 5 blogs to her account O.o

TITANTIC

2009-07-14T00:20:00.003+08:00

hahaha. Caught Titantic again on TV. I love watching late night old movies with my Dad since young. It seems that either I never seem to get bored of Titantic or that I did not watch the entire show each time because some parts seems really new to me. hahah. It was really nice to watch!

Tomorrow we are gonna try out the indoor swimming at SRC. seems fun and near to school cause I have my LPY's class tml night. haha. The entrance fee for guest is 5bucks. Quite ex for swimming, but I guess it's good that it is out of the sun and convienent. So it is good to go! :D

And I do have to have to get my sports shoes for training this friday. So this time is a have to have to really have to get them. Maybe can do so on thursday. :) training! hahaha aug is our game. cantt wait!

class outing

2009-07-13T01:11:00.006+08:00

we had a mj session at kx's hse in the afternn after lunch. haha. was really interesting, never played mj with kylie before. I went to play bball with YL for quite some time and I realized how much I miss sports! D= got to got to get my sports shoes already. haha. so we played some good bball. And I was down by what only one point. heh. We can play bball more often. :)

And from kx's house to our dinner place, all of us got into yvonne's and sharon's car. haha. so cool. me and YL sat Sharon's very own car. nicee. so we went around picking ppl up. and decided to go dine at new york new york again! KX and QH has high fever, so wasn't able to join us.

The food's really good at the place. and somehow, everything fits nicely. haha. after a whole day filled with bball mj and everything, it was so tiring but we took some good pictures! :)

I <3 NY! haha

we actually wanted to walk back to my house from cityhall. since we did so before from my school. haha. but we got so very tired and it was quite late, so we just cabbed back halfway and YL took the last bus home. super late :(

go sleep already

2009-07-11T00:04:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, I was supposed to go to Alicia's place for catch up and all, but didn't manage to do so after my class. Went right back home and fell asleep. lol. We shall meet up with Alicia next week with Johnson. hahaha. All the NDP guys are so busy preparing for their parade performance.

Met up with TYL today to catch a movie and hang out till my dinner and class. We played some arcade and walk through spotlight. It was quite very fun, I did not expect they would have so many art stuff. And we did make quite a mess at the wool thread area. I totally own at throwing and hitting him with them. lol.
We accidentally forgot my file with all my lect notes was in his bag. lol. and somehow, both of us knew that would happen. -.-
lol. TYL always picks up the weird stuff huh.

I had dinner with Janice before class. So sad that she has left acca to go on for tourism course. She wont be joining us on our acca journey. But still, we are able to meet up in school and study tgt sometimes. Then went for class at capital tower. My parents fetch me home after. so happyy.

Tomorrow is CJ class dinner plus hang out at kai xing's house. hahaha. I duno how it will go but seems fun. I hope that the ppl sick will all get well and have a really great time tml!! hahaha.

great grace

2009-07-07T14:15:00.002+08:00

Daddy God, only you can teach me to love like you love me.
show me great things in life and thank you for being with me.

hahaha. Days been great and there are great things coming up that I can't wait for. The HILLSONG concert's coming!! hahaha. Finally! lol. Everyone's been talking and mentioning about it since the start of the year. And now, they are coming again. Awesome!! =D

I will be going for my night class later. My 'favourite' lecturer Lee Pei Yee is teaching. hahah. so funny that the others dislike her cause i kept talking about her. haha. Actually, its not that i like her or anything. I'm just kidding and you all made me kept talking about her that I really wenta for her class even when I'm going alone. hahaha. I will see how it goes later.

My night class at the auditorium yesterday is actually at the building behind my dad's office building. haha. But too bad that I end so late, if not we could go back together. That'd be cool.

Yesterday before class, TYL and me went for sushi buffet. I'm beginning to like sushi a whole lot. haha. Then, we spent quite some time at the arcade before my class.
this is TYL playing as the alien alien thing. lol.
Today 7/7 is our self-declared girlfriend's day. hahaha. so funny.

cake love!!

2009-07-04T17:03:00.008+08:00

hahaha. I super love this last blogskin I got. and I'm so going into cake-baking one day. hahaha. I'm definately making this cake at least onceee in my lifetime.
A GIFT BOX CAKE
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AHH. SO NICE
SO GONNA. HAHAHAHA
and I'm not concentrating to lecture class I'm supposed to listen to today. I'm so distracted. though I kept laughing out loud and my sister kept staring at me. lol. But after a while. I would pause and work on other stuff.

I ate too many bowls of green bean soup today. haha. My mum kept coming to refill her home-made green bean. lol. far too many bowls for one day.

I'm enjoying all the classes with the activities all around them, but I know not to get too much activities over my head. haha. I'm not letting it happen like last sem, to be too overwhelmed by everything else, other than studies.

So this time, I got my priorities set out. studying on a daily basis, at least a couple of hours a day. haha. at least make sure I cover the previous lesson proper before attending the next. yep, that's what I aim.

so back to the cake blog. hahaha. the cupcake is so sweet-looking. just how I would like it!! all the rainbow dots and M&M's and a little blue candle. hahaha. It'd be best if it was chocolate cake and also not a strawberry cream on it. oh well.

I'm not eating it anyway. -.-

toast love

2009-07-04T00:23:00.003+08:00

lol. i love this blog skin!! hahaha. nicee. only my blog still has the issue with uploading photos. haha. oh well. i will see how it goes.

i got back from my night class earlier. and it was really good. haha. the lecturer was impressive. every few moments, we'd be laughing away. haha. i expected the auditorium to be much larger. but it was quite class size, a little bigger. and we sat on sofa seats. hahaha. so weird but fun! hahaha.

clement brought a whole container of hello panda!! lol. yumyum. does reminds me of jc days where we will eat a pack during break or after school. haha. only now, its one huge container and we are munching away during lesson, though we are not supposed to.

so the class was really good. makes me wana listen through the recordings again and all his jokes and stories also help me recall easier. im really impressed. he's a lecturer that is worth changing school and doing all the necessary administrations. haha. im glad im in his class for audit.

he mentioned that the examiner for this paper has stepped down such that no one is taking the place for setting the paper for the next few sitting. haha. not sure if its a good or bad thing. cause its told he was a nasty examiner. so maybe it's still good despite all the uncertainty now.

today alicia comes back and johnson went to pick her from the airport. hahaha. must be such a moment. to not see each other for some weeks. and to finally meet up. xD

hahaha. so i hope i will be able to upload photos in this blog sooon.